[ot][wrong] Please let me sleep outdoors in the coldest winter. Was: Re: PLEASE LET ME SLEEP OUTDOORS

Thu Jun 30 12:43:25 PDT 2022

On Thu, Jun 30, 2022, 11:11 AM Undiscussed Horrific Abuse, One Victim of
Many <gmkarl at gmail.com> wrote:

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>>>> On Tue, Jun 28, 2022, 5:11 PM Undiscussed Horrific Abuse, One Victim of
>>>> Many <gmkarl at gmail.com> wrote:
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>>>>> On Tue, Jun 28, 2022, 10:30 AM Undiscussed Horrific Abuse, One Victim
>>>>> of Many <gmkarl at gmail.com> wrote:
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>>>>>> On Mon, Jun 27, 2022, 5:39 PM Undiscussed Horrific Abuse, One Victim
>>>>>> of Many <gmkarl at gmail.com> wrote:
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>>>>>>> On Mon, Jun 27, 2022, 11:40 AM Undiscussed Horrific Abuse, One
>>>>>>> Victim of Many <gmkarl at gmail.com> wrote:
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>>>>>>>> On 6/26/22, Undiscussed Horrific Abuse, One Victim of Many
>>>>>>>> <gmkarl at gmail.com> wrote:
>>>>>>>> > On Sun, Jun 26, 2022, 8:56 AM Undiscussed Horrific Abuse, One
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>>>>>>>> > Many <gmkarl at gmail.com> wrote:
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>>>>>>>> >> >>>>>>> >>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>> 2022-06-09 - i started logging
>>>>>>>> publicly to the
>>>>>>>> >> >>>>>>> >>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>> list
>>>>>>>> >> >>>>>>> >>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>> again.
>>>>>>>> >> >>>>>>> >>>>>>>> i
>>>>>>>> >> >>>>>>> >>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>> started
>>>>>>>> >> >>>>>>> >>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>> by just logging time spent on
>>>>>>>> planning and
>>>>>>>> >> >>>>>>> thinking about
>>>>>>>> >> >>>>>>> >>>>>>>> it.
>>>>>>>> >> >>>>>>> >>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>> after
>>>>>>>> >> >>>>>>> >>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>> two attempts i was able to do it
>>>>>>>> rather than
>>>>>>>> >> >>>>>>> >>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>> think
>>>>>>>> >> >>>>>>> about
>>>>>>>> >> >>>>>>> >>>>>>>> it, with
>>>>>>>> >> >>>>>>> >>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>> effort.
>>>>>>>> >> >>>>>>> >>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>> >> >>>>>>> >>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>> 2022-06-09 0456 ET: [x] 10 seconds
>>>>>>>> cold water
>>>>>>>> >> >>>>>>> after warm
>>>>>>>> >> >>>>>>> >>>>>>>> water,
>>>>>>>> >> >>>>>>> >>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>> hard
>>>>>>>> >> >>>>>>> >>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>> >> >>>>>>> >>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>> 2022-06-10 1223 ET: [x] 10 seconds
>>>>>>>> warm, 10
>>>>>>>> >> >>>>>>> seconds cold.
>>>>>>>> >> >>>>>>> >>>>>>>> easy.
>>>>>>>> >> >>>>>>> >>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>> food after.
>>>>>>>> >> >>>>>>> >>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>> >> >>>>>>> >>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>> >> >>>>>>> >>>>>>>> >>>>>>>> 2022-06-11 0553 [X] 10 warm 10 cold
>>>>>>>> with food
>>>>>>>> >> >>>>>>> >>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>> >> >>>>>>> >>>>>>>> >>>>>>>
>>>>>>>> >> >>>>>>> >>>>>>>> >>>>>>> 2022-06-11 1247 [x] 10w 10c food easy
>>>>>>>> >> >>>>>>> >>>>>>>> >>>>>>>
>>>>>>>> >> >>>>>>> >>>>>>>> >>>>>> 2022-06-12 0217 [x] 9w 11c food after
>>>>>>>> medium-easy
>>>>>>>> >> >>>>>>> >>>>>>>> >>>>>>
>>>>>>>> >> >>>>>>> >>>>>>>> >>>>> 2022-06-12 0848 [x] 8w 13c food after
>>>>>>>> medium-easy
>>>>>>>> >> >>>>>>> >>>>>>>> >>>>>
>>>>>>>> >> >>>>>>> >>>>>>>> >>>>>> 2022-06-12 1852 [x] long w 13c food after
>>>>>>>> >> >>>>>>> >>>>>>>> >>>>>> medium-easy
>>>>>>>> >> >>>>>>> >>>>>>>> >>>>
>>>>>>>> >> >>>>>>> >>>>>>>> >>> 2022-06-13 0922 [x] 8w 13c food after
>>>>>>>> medium-hard
>>>>>>>> >> >>>>>>> >>>>>>>> >>>
>>>>>>>> >> >>>>>>> >>>>>>>> >> 2022-06-13 1851 [x] long w 13c food after
>>>>>>>> medium-hard
>>>>>>>> >> >>>>>>> >>>>>>>> >>
>>>>>>>> >> >>>>>>> >>>>>>>> > 2022-06-14 0702 [x] medium w 13c with food
>>>>>>>> >> >>>>>>> >>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>> >> >>>>>>> >>>>>>>> 2022-06-14 2019 [x] 8/20w 13/31c food after,
>>>>>>>> medium-easy
>>>>>>>> >> >>>>>>> >>>>>>>
>>>>>>>> >> >>>>>>> >>>>>>>
>>>>>>>> >> >>>>>>> >>>>>>>> 2022-06-15 0824 [x] 8+13/? c food after,
>>>>>>>> medium-easy,
>>>>>>>> >> >>>>>>> outdoors
>>>>>>>> >> >>>>>>> >>>>>>>
>>>>>>>> >> >>>>>>> >>>>>>> 2022-06-15 1435 [x] 8+14/40c food after,
>>>>>>>> irrational state
>>>>>>>> >> of
>>>>>>>> >> >>>>>>> mind,
>>>>>>>> >> >>>>>>> >>>>>> indoors
>>>>>>>> >> >>>>>>> >>>>>>
>>>>>>>> >> >>>>>>> >>>>> 2022-06-16 1502 69F 20/1:25cold 68F food after,
>>>>>>>> easy,
>>>>>>>> >> >>>>>>> >>>>> indoors
>>>>>>>> >> >>>>>>> >>>>>
>>>>>>>> >> >>>>>>> >>>> 2022-06-17 1051 21/1:04cold 67.4F food after,
>>>>>>>> medium-easy,
>>>>>>>> >> >>>>>>> indoors
>>>>>>>> >> >>>>>>> >>>>
>>>>>>>> >> >>>>>>> >>> 2022-06-17 1929 unk warm, 22/1:20 cold, 58.8F, food
>>>>>>>> after,
>>>>>>>> >> >>>>>>> >>> medium,
>>>>>>>> >> >>>>>>> >>> indoors
>>>>>>>> >> >>>>>>> >>>
>>>>>>>> >> >>>>>>> >> 2022-06-18 0921 53.7F 22/1:12 cold with food
>>>>>>>> medium-hard
>>>>>>>> >> >>>>>>> >>
>>>>>>>> >> >>>>>>> > 2022-06-18 1653 53.7F 22/1:20 cold with hot food medium
>>>>>>>> >> >>>>>>>
>>>>>>>> >> >>>>>>> 2022-06-19 0736 56.4F 12/:30 cold + 22/1:15 cold with
>>>>>>>> warm food,
>>>>>>>> >> >>>>>>> medium-hard
>>>>>>>> >> >>>>>>
>>>>>>>> >> >>>>>>
>>>>>>>> >> >>>>>>> 2022-06-20 0547 61.7F 22/1:36 with food and sugar
>>>>>>>> cookie, hard to
>>>>>>>> >> >>>>>>> start, medium to do
>>>>>>>> >> >>>>>>
>>>>>>>> >> >>>>>> 2022-06-20 2029 22/1:23 65.3F with warmish food,
>>>>>>>> medium-hard
>>>>>>>> >> >>>>>
>>>>>>>> >> >>>> 2022-06-21 0942 23/1:35 65.4F with warm food, sugar cookie,
>>>>>>>> and
>>>>>>>> >> >>>> nutritional yeast, medium
>>>>>>>> >> >>>>
>>>>>>>> >> >>> 2022-06-22 1845 long warm + 30/2:30 cool 61.7F hard-easy,
>>>>>>>> food after
>>>>>>>> >> >>>
>>>>>>>> >> >> 2022-06-24 0959 2:30 cool medium-easy with sugar cookie, food
>>>>>>>> after
>>>>>>>> >> >>
>>>>>>>> >> > 2022-06-25 1501 24/unk cool then long warm then 24/unk cool
>>>>>>>> >> 2022-06-26 25/1:19 cool, medium-hard
>>>>>>>> >
>>>>>>>> >
>>>>>>>> > 2022-06-26 1940 24/1:20 63.1F with food, medium-hard
>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>> 2022-06-27 1137 food w/out cold water
>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>> 2022-06--27 1738 1/0:13 53.6F hard
>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>
>>>>>> 2022-06-28 1028 warm then a little cool for total of 3 mins
>>>>>>
>>>>> 2022-06-28 1710 2/0:07 cool, food after, held pee
>>>>>
>>>> 2022-06-29 1350 2/0:05 cool, food after, hard
>>>>
>>> 2022-06-29 1950 2/0:07 cool, food after, medium
>>>
>> 2022-06-30 1019 2/0:11 cool, medium-easy, food after
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> 2022-06-30 11;10 2/10.7 cool, medium-easy, no food, nap after
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2022-06-30 1541 2/0:09 cool, medium, food after

It seemed pretty easy, so I briefly imagined I was trying really hard to do
it and this restimulated the inhibitions >_> . I can kind of feel them
developing. The trying hard thing, I value, because it's kind of near
planning and other basic parts of doing stuff.

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