[ot][wrong] Please let me sleep outdoors in the coldest winter. Was: Re: PLEASE LET ME SLEEP OUTDOORS

Undiscussed Horrific Abuse, One Victim of Many gmkarl at gmail.com
Wed Jun 15 17:30:02 PDT 2022


On Wed, Jun 15, 2022, 2:37 PM Undiscussed Horrific Abuse, One Victim of
Many <gmkarl at gmail.com> wrote:

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> On Wed, Jun 15, 2022, 8:25 AM Undiscussed Horrific Abuse, One Victim of
> Many <gmkarl at gmail.com> wrote:
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>> On Tue, Jun 14, 2022, 8:22 PM Undiscussed Horrific Abuse, One Victim of
>> Many <gmkarl at gmail.com> wrote:
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>>> >>>>>>>>> 2022-06-09 - i started logging publicly to the list again. i
>>> >>>>>>>>> started
>>> >>>>>>>>> by just logging time spent on planning and thinking about it.
>>> >>>>>>>>> after
>>> >>>>>>>>> two attempts i was able to do it rather than think about it,
>>> with
>>> >>>>>>>>> effort.
>>> >>>>>>>>>
>>> >>>>>>>>> 2022-06-09 0456 ET: [x] 10 seconds cold water after warm water,
>>> >>>>>>>>> hard
>>> >>>>>>>>>
>>> >>>>>>>>> 2022-06-10 1223 ET: [x] 10 seconds warm, 10 seconds cold. easy.
>>> >>>>>>>>> food after.
>>> >>>>>>>>>
>>> >>>>>>>>
>>> >>>>>>>> 2022-06-11 0553 [X] 10 warm 10 cold with food
>>> >>>>>>>>
>>> >>>>>>>
>>> >>>>>>> 2022-06-11 1247 [x] 10w 10c food easy
>>> >>>>>>>
>>> >>>>>> 2022-06-12 0217 [x] 9w 11c food after medium-easy
>>> >>>>>>
>>> >>>>> 2022-06-12 0848 [x] 8w 13c food after medium-easy
>>> >>>>>
>>> >>>>>> 2022-06-12 1852 [x] long w 13c food after medium-easy
>>> >>>>
>>> >>> 2022-06-13 0922 [x] 8w 13c food after medium-hard
>>> >>>
>>> >> 2022-06-13 1851 [x] long w 13c food after medium-hard
>>> >>
>>> > 2022-06-14 0702 [x] medium w 13c with food
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>>> 2022-06-14 2019 [x] 8/20w 13/31c food after, medium-easy
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>>> 2022-06-15 0824 [x] 8+13/? c food after, medium-easy, outdoors
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>> 2022-06-15 1435 [x] 8+14/40c food after, irrational state of mind, indoors
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2022-06-15 2028 [x] 21/1:45 cold water, food after, medium, indoors

I meant to count to 8 and 13 more relaxedly but ended up counting to 21
straight by accident. I basically worry I could have triggered an
inhibition becoming aware how long this is. But it wasn't hard aside from
that.

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