[spam] [personal] perceiver model notes

[Undiscussed Horrific Abuse, Victim & Survivor of]

The appointment I was delaying work on this for was canceled, but my
parts are still quite scared to continue. Still, I'm looking at the
gptj attention code this morning, with plan to work more. My parts
relate that we experience further harm when updates are spread. We
want to share badly, but we can experience being hurt when we do. [i
find it easier when the sharing is automatic. some of the parts are
practicing being strong.]