[ot][spam][crazy] Doing Nothing / karl status

[k]

On 1/7/22, k <gmkarl at gmail.com> wrote:
> It's 0952 ET on 2022-01-07 and i can barely think, move, or plan.
> When I hold a goal for a bit it tends to kind of disappear in my mind.
> My muscles move funny when I try to do existing goals.  I have a funny
> brain issue.
>
> Oh! I found a description of a good part of my issues ... um ...
> convergence disorder i think?  dunno.

it's "conversion disorder", not "convergence disorder"

> Anyway, this happens when I 'resist' my 'mind control' more strongly:
> the part of my brain 'pretending to be the mind control' gets more
> active to 'assert its bounds'.  If it gets frustrated it just stops
> everything.  But I can post to the list a little bit.
>
> It's 0953.
>
> It's _very_ helpful to have a task like posting to the list or working
> on some software or anything.  I was thinking of finding somewhere to
> go and volunteer among others.  The parts complained that my
> "hyperintelligent nanite mind control rabies" which i think might mean
> "political targeting and rude behavior" might transfer to the other
> volunteers, and made it hard to plan and act on to protect them.
>
> It's 0955.
>
> One thing I've been excited about the past couple days is building
> pytorch for termux on android phones. It was just something to do,
> really, and it's been a long delay. People have tried to make machine
> learning research libraries run on mobile for some time without
> success. I did maybe 70-98% of the work needed to do this.  The
> efforts are broken in two: instructions for building on-device, and a
> build script for cross building as part of termux's package building
> system.  I have not managed to complete either build at this time, but
> they both can be found from
> https://github.com/termux/termux-packages/issues/2724#issuecomment-996168703
> .
>