[ot][spam][crazy][personal][crazy][crazy][crazy] crazy things

[Undescribed Horrific Abuse, One Victim & Survivor of Many]

i made a mistake in one of my dissociation bounds and am now handling
an internal struggle.

it's very important to me to manage this effectively because of areas
like the two i mentioned that the opposing dissociated part can land
in to gain power if i don't closely manage what i consider.