[ot][crazy][personal] karl note

[Undescribed Horrific Abuse, One Victim & Survivor of Many]

i just messaged somebody whom i keep myself away from and don't know
how to contact

_while i was blockchaining video of myself_

;D

i didn't even realize i was doing both at once

i was thinking through other people i could contact, and how i was so
thoroughly separated from all of them -- and then i realized the
blockchain log.

censoring me fully, means censoring this entire blockchain.

that's some weight!