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[Undiscussed Groomed for Male Slavery, One Victim of Many]

On 12/17/22, Undiscussed Groomed for Male Slavery, One Victim of Many
<gmkarl+brainwashingandfuckingupthehackerslaves at gmail.com> wrote:

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> it is easier to remember what to do
> when one begins needing to dissociate to stay with the work.

snippet mistake: dissociation makes it much _harder_ to remember what
to do. snippet out of context. inversion could be considered thematic
for this thread, makes severe harm.

> dissociation involves splitting one's concepts in two, some for each
> part, so that each intense emotion has concepts that satisfy it. when

experimentee content

> one repeatedly dissociates it then really severely shrinks one's
> working memory.
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> my flat_tree and log seem a mess to me atm, and likely made by a
> psychologically programmed trigger, which i dissociate from to
> separate the subtle and severe terror from the programming, if i want
> to stay. it then becomes very confusing that the mess is made of
> multiple factoring changes to the content, to my smaller dissociated
> conciousness, and the confusion around this tends to quickly trigger
> the mess actions again. with extended practice dissociating, i can
> toughen against that to a degree, and keep staying, but my memory
> shrinks very small.
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