[ot][spam][crazy] Being a tiny part of a goal

[Undiscussed Horrific Abuse, One Victim of Many]

really scared about this!

there is big strong set of events internally that stop goals. is not
really always for talking about.

where we have more practice sustaining goal, is easier to sustain.

is unfortunate the feeling of sharing information is being depended upon.

but this does help preservation, since we can disappear.