With a little help of friends...
Cecilia Tanaka
cecilia.tanaka at gmail.com
Fri Feb 5 21:02:01 PST 2021
I don't want to become like them and my destiny was already chosen. Not by
myself, certainly.
I am dying right now because my vital signs are really fucked
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Loving. Caring. Sharing. Being Excellent To Each Other And To Our
Hackerspace. <3
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"Don't let anyone rob you of your imagination, your creativity, or your
curiosity. It's your place in the world; it's your life. Go on and do all
you can with it, and make it the life you want to live." - Mae Jemison
On Sat, Feb 6, 2021, 01:57 Cecilia Tanaka <cecilia.tanaka at gmail.com> wrote:
> Wow, they had fear... Now I am not a so shitty person, even when they
> call me a sexual predator, a liar, a stupid person, a white and worse
> things...
>
> Amazing, they just want want to take my life away, my parents' lives, my
> friends' lives... I cannot trust them and
>
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> Loving. Caring. Sharing. Being Excellent To Each Other And To Our
> Hackerspace. <3
> ----------
> "Don't let anyone rob you of your imagination, your creativity, or your
> curiosity. It's your place in the world; it's your life. Go on and do all
> you can with it, and make it the life you want to live." - Mae Jemison
>
> On Sat, Feb 6, 2021, 01:32 Cecilia Tanaka <cecilia.tanaka at gmail.com>
> wrote:
>
>> Help, please? I will be considered a kind of "new Jake" much soon and
>> after the lies, they also want my death. Sorry, I love to be alive. I do
>> fucking love it. I do exist and I am who I am, not a fiction.
>>
>> They want to break my family's heart, my friends' hearts. Shit, I am not
>> the best person in this world but I really tried "loving, caring, sharing,
>> being excellent."
>>
>> I promised never to kill people. Never. I do not want to change this,
>> but I do want to protect my beloved ones. I am a coding fracass and had
>> the confirmation in the last days. It is disgusting to notice I was really
>> thinking two horrible things: kill people and/or become cold stones of
>> ice, without no heart, no compassion.
>>
>> I can _not_ want to become like them. Please, just need help for keeping
>> me alive and sane. I will never to kill anyone, even myself. Sorry, if
>> they want my life, they will need to take it in person. I am wasted and
>> will live, but some of my beloved ones will _not_ survive to a fucking
>> disgusting scandal. My parents, all the people that I wanted to protect
>> and I will hurt.
>>
>> Please, help. Sincere excuses for my broken heart. Jake, I need you,
>> sorry for asking it.
>>
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>> Loving. Caring. Sharing. Being Excellent To Each Other And To Our
>> Hackerspace. <3
>> ----------
>> "Don't let anyone rob you of your imagination, your creativity, or your
>> curiosity. It's your place in the world; it's your life. Go on and do all
>> you can with it, and make it the life you want to live." - Mae Jemison
>>
>
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