With a little help of friends...

[Cecilia Tanaka]

Help, please?  I will be considered a kind of "new Jake" much soon and
after the lies, they also want my death.  Sorry, I love to be alive.  I do
fucking love it.  I do exist and I am who I am, not a fiction.

They want to break my family's heart, my friends' hearts.  Shit, I am not
the best person in this world but I really tried "loving, caring, sharing,
being excellent."

I promised never to kill people.  Never.  I do not want to change this, but
I do want to protect my beloved ones.  I am a coding fracass and had the
confirmation in the last days.  It is disgusting to notice I was really
thinking two horrible things:  kill people and/or become cold stones of
ice, without no heart, no compassion.

I can _not_ want to become like them.  Please, just need help for keeping
me alive and sane.  I will never to kill anyone, even myself.  Sorry, if
they want my life, they will need to take it in person.  I am wasted and
will live, but some of my beloved ones will _not_ survive to a fucking
disgusting scandal.  My parents, all the people that I wanted to protect
and I will hurt.

Please, help.  Sincere excuses for my broken heart.  Jake, I need you,
sorry for asking it.

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Loving.  Caring.  Sharing.  Being Excellent To Each Other And To Our
Hackerspace.  <3
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"Don't let anyone rob you of your imagination, your creativity, or your
curiosity.  It's your place in the world; it's your life.  Go on and do all
you can with it, and make it the life you want to live."  -  Mae Jemison
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