well just as we were making preparations to get moving grant was
   granted that job he wanted right here in utah i guess were staying put
   (sorry shellie i wanted to live by you and drive to see ray and the
   beach on weekends real bad)

                          all kits are shipped phew

     i have never been an animal person i swore id never have a dog who
    wants to pick up poop not me but somehow in my baby hungry weakness i
       was convinced to relent by the other two mccalebs who said they
   desperately needed a puppy fine whatever just take care of her and pick
                                 up the poop

   and how every plan ive ever made has been reconstructed into something
           harder and better than what i laid out as my own agenda

   hey my little family

    but the main thing i love about this picture is tree cover you can see
   in the upper right corner thats how it was all around the block even on
      really hot days you could find a great place to play in some serious
   shade everyone had a huge tree or trees somewhere on their property and
       bushes and ivy and a great variety of things the only reason we had
      those young trees on the corner was because my mom sold our big palm
                                  tree to some palm springs landscapers ha

   and i think im done cutting kits for a while

   just a phone call one night she had an aneurysm and although this was a
    surprise of the worst kind it was the most spiritual time of my life
           much good and understanding has come through that loss

                                          my room is clean and im knitting

    i had a really tumultuous teenager-hood i was a happy and smart little
              kid it was surprising when so much angst welled up inside me

                                   me 1982

                          im just obsessed with him

   remember when the weather was warm and we would go to the park when
   daddy got home from work and we would bring homemade bread and fruit to
   eat for dinner and we would be drenched in golden light and the cousins
   would come meet us for some wild rides down the slide

   cause that would make me happy

                           you love him too right

    one of my resolutions for 2009 was to stop ignoring the etsy shop and
    to not spin my wheels all day (these two problems are very related) i
     am the queen of walking in circles around the house and not really
   getting anything accomplished i wouldnt care except for that it drives
     me nuts part of the problem is my insomniatic nights which leave me
       only half there during the day times ( which then leads to high
      caffeine consumption) so i decided step one is to get good nights
   sleeps i am trying to change my night time routine to a peaceful herbal
     tea quiet inspiration seeking few hours it helps if i keep our room
   clean and the sheets freshly washed and calming reading more- tv less-
   at night is a goal then hopefully my days will be a little more with it
                         because i hate wasting time

    remember how i was so proud that my room was clean and i was knitting
                               well i still am

     i spent a few years calming down my teen angst and attempting to grow
            up i loved san luis obispo i was ready to chill there for good

                             again happy things

                   what im listening to this morningagain

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