cate did you love disney games on the computer when you were five

   lunch whole wheat pita with tuna or deli meat or a big salad with
   grilled chicken

     i have never been an animal person i swore id never have a dog who
    wants to pick up poop not me but somehow in my baby hungry weakness i
       was convinced to relent by the other two mccalebs who said they
   desperately needed a puppy fine whatever just take care of her and pick
                                 up the poop

          well just as we were making preparations to get moving grant was
    granted that job he wanted right here in utah i guess were staying put
       (sorry shellie i wanted to live by you and drive to see ray and the
                                               beach on weekends real bad)

   and then suddenly and to my surprise i met and married the man i had no
   idea i was dreaming of but he was perfect for me and better than
   anything i had imagined or sought after before

     she follows me around all day just in case she might be needed for
    something anything cute little penny is just a wee dog but she feels
    strongly that part of her duty is to scare the crap out of anyone who
   gets near our house just so they know no one is going to mess with her
    family not on her watch she is undeterred by bigger animals and scary
                  men- they all get yelled at to stay away

   did anyone else sustain life with saltines from the ages of 13-17

     i was born in orange county where my parents had lived in the same
    house for like 20 years they had both lived in so cal all their lives

   a conversation today

   i have been laying in bed sick since monday it seems to be getting
   worse by the day not better i am so irritated and antsy i miss my
   family and i want to clean my house

               a few months in the life of this infertile girl

                              and i think im done cutting kits for a while

   this week i am getting all my ducks in a row so that this weekend i can
      hole up and sew myself some desperately needed skirts for church and
                                                                    summer

                                          Taking the valentines happy girl

   i never thought life would then take me to utah to attend byu and then
    off to serve as a missionary for a year and a half but it did and it
      was hardest most surprising most rewarding experience of my life

         if you eat like this people will give you crap because its so not
       trendy anymore but if it will help a woman who would do anything to
      ovulate and conceive do that (and i know personally quite a few that
        this was the key for) then who cares what anyone says and jennifer
                                         aniston doesnt eat carbs so there

    dear anne shirley its been a long time since i last wrote but i need
   your advice i am planning a primary activity for this spring since our
       theme for the year is my eternal family and we like to have our
    activities point the children to what they are learning i thought it
     might be nice if we have a picnic on or near the grounds of the mt
     timpanogos temple and let them bask in the beauty of that place and
            reflect on the importance of their own eternal family

                           me um we didnt have computers in our homes then

    i thought id live there forever one day when i was 12 my dad quit his
          job and we moved to lake tahoe it rocked my stable world

     he is the perfect mix to me of blues and folk and funk and feeling