from toast

   i couldnt find a video of him performing it but listen to the lyrics

   and then suddenly and to my surprise i met and married the man i had no
      idea i was dreaming of but he was perfect for me and better than
               anything i had imagined or sought after before

      i remember that too it was really fun i hope it gets warm again real
            soon i cant wait to go to the park again with you two love mom

   hard to find only a little ive met some truly kindred spirits in my
   life so far especially my two nicoles (well coco i not so much met as i
   was born to the same parents) i love them girls and their cute purses

   Ill show you what ive been working on soon- theyre presents and i have
   to give them away first have a nice monday

                                   Off to the kindergarten valentine party

   again happy things

         all day the kids hung out at that corner played on that grass got
        drinks out of that hose went through the secret passage way in the
     juniper bushes and only left the area to go around the block over and
   over again sometimes it was on bikes with banana seats sometimes roller
        skates sometimes big wheels sometimes walking even occasionally on
                       skateboards with cardboard boxes on them (our cars)

       where are neighborhoods like that anymore with bushes big enough to
      hide in and kids that go around the block together all afternoon and
   normal sized houses and the old winkfields next door ok i dont need the
                      winkfields but id sure love to give my kids the rest

                                 from anthro

   and i cheat like alot well usually i ease up on weekends but i feel so
     crappy and bloated again that i cant wait to start eating right on
      monday but i have kind of had to tell myself this is just the new
     lifestyle and if i want to indulge every now and again im going to
    cause id rather die than not be able to have some chips and guac or a
   slice of cake every now and again so if i eat like this 90% of the time
    then ive noticed that my body or the scale doesnt mind if i wander in
   my choices a bit the other 10% exercising everyday helps with this too
    i feel like its a great trade off- feeling great and a regular period
                          for a little self control

                                how have you been surprised what can i say

   i swear nothing makes me happier than a peaceful space and some needles

             im loving babies & mamas sunshine happy rooms and cool colors

                          im just obsessed with him

   just a phone call one night she had an aneurysm and although this was a
      surprise of the worst kind it was the most spiritual time of my life
                    much good and understanding has come through that loss

   and then that got me thinking that really its not just while laying in
   bed that she is watching out for me

     messes are piling up around me making it hard to relax and get well i
   cant cuddle grant or cate- they need to stay well- so they are steering
                                 clear of me i am bored and tired and achy

                                      guess what i finally put in the shop