grant and i listened and danced to his music on valentines day

     i spent a few years calming down my teen angst and attempting to grow
            up i loved san luis obispo i was ready to chill there for good

                        more earrings get yours here

   acre of land is my favorite song of his

                                                      plan to be surprised

   if you eat like this people will give you crap because its so not
   trendy anymore but if it will help a woman who would do anything to
   ovulate and conceive do that (and i know personally quite a few that
   this was the key for) then who cares what anyone says and jennifer
   aniston doesnt eat carbs so there

        i have never been an animal person i swore id never have a dog who
     wants to pick up poop not me but somehow in my baby hungry weakness i
           was convinced to relent by the other two mccalebs who said they
   desperately needed a puppy fine whatever just take care of her and pick
                                                               up the poop

                                                                   me 1982

     remember how i was so proud that my room was clean and i was knitting
                                                           well i still am

   where are neighborhoods like that anymore with bushes big enough to
   hide in and kids that go around the block together all afternoon and
   normal sized houses and the old winkfields next door ok i dont need the
   winkfields but id sure love to give my kids the rest

    and again when you are at a good weight and having regular cycles you
    can absolutely add in a lot more whole wheat and whole grain foods as
    well as all fruits and vegetables and other good carbs like beans if
    your cycles get a little kooky or you gain weight thats when you know
                          you need to reduce again

       cate and i went through some of the free options around the web for
                                          valentines to download and print

   and as ive been laying in my misery ive been thinking a lot about that
         penny and just how lonely id be if she wasnt there with me

   i am given glimpses of the why and the good and the reasons and the
   plan the bigger picture and the necessity for some to not fit the mold

              even more obsessed with flickr than usual of late

   ten months after we were married i was a stay at home mom living the
   student life again while grant went back to school a few months later
   another unplanned event- my mom passed away suddenly

        the girl loves a project i mean LOVES it was like so fun to her to
    print them off plan how she wanted to present them go to the store for
       candy sign and put them together she just bossed me around and made
                                              sure i tied the string right

         lunch whole wheat pita with tuna or deli meat or a big salad with
                                                           grilled chicken

   with that heres the stuff i eat salad with chicken a different salad
   with chicken repeat repeat this is the hard thing about it not a ton of
   delicious options im kind of kidding ive found a few other yummy things
   too

                                                    you love him too right