different boyfriends came and went through all this some i thought i
   could marry some i was mad at myself for hanging around some that broke
   my heart

                refined sugar will be your enemy till you die

   off to the kindergarten valentines day party

                                      guess what i finally put in the shop

   we lived on a corner in a typical oc tract neighborhood

     one thing i enjoy about facebook is the old pictures that friends and
                     fam upload to walk down memory lane together with you

   but let me tell you thats not how it will really go i imagine most kids
   will want to stay home and play computer games but their moms will make
   them come and so theyll grudgingly put on a some church pants and
   skirts so i was wondering if you could help me know how to bring the
   romance back into our modern life its not really that important no
   matter the dress or the menu we just want the kids to come to feel the
   spirit of the temple but its like you said anne when you dont use your
   imagination to make life beautiful how much you miss

         cate did you love disney games on the computer when you were five

   cate (incredulously) what were you a child of adam and eve

   what do you look for in a best friend

   remember when the weather was warm and we would go to the park when
   daddy got home from work and we would bring homemade bread and fruit to
   eat for dinner and we would be drenched in golden light and the cousins
   would come meet us for some wild rides down the slide

                                                          it made me happy

                             feeling so inspired

   she is my best babysitter for cate she takes turns with me putting cate
   to bed and being her pillow

    i know some people dont love the whole valentines thing but it is so
   fun to me i dont care if the greeting card company made it up- any day
      where i get to be pretty treated with sweetness have a declicious
               dinner and some romance is right on in my book

        im loving babies & mamas sunshine happy rooms and cool colors

                                   acre of land is my favorite song of his

    and then that got me thinking that really its not just while laying in
                                       bed that she is watching out for me

       i will i will i will please hold me accountable if you dont see the
                           results posted next week the inspiration pieces

   a few months in the life of this infertile girl