and the dishes she cleans for me i dont even have to rinse before
   putting things in the dishwasher anymore and how warm she keeps my
   toesies while im sitting at the desk working on the computer who needs
   slippers it seems her only desire in life is to be close to us and all
   she asks for is an occasional pet and some food and water truly my
   lowest maintenance friend

      all day the kids hung out at that corner played on that grass got
     drinks out of that hose went through the secret passage way in the
    juniper bushes and only left the area to go around the block over and
   over again sometimes it was on bikes with banana seats sometimes roller
     skates sometimes big wheels sometimes walking even occasionally on
             skateboards with cardboard boxes on them (our cars)

   i spent a few hours organizing my yarn and needles into that armoire

                                    and then i realized i love her so much

   one of my resolutions for 2009 was to stop ignoring the etsy shop and
   to not spin my wheels all day (these two problems are very related) i
   am the queen of walking in circles around the house and not really
   getting anything accomplished i wouldnt care except for that it drives
   me nuts part of the problem is my insomniatic nights which leave me
   only half there during the day times ( which then leads to high
   caffeine consumption) so i decided step one is to get good nights
   sleeps i am trying to change my night time routine to a peaceful herbal
   tea quiet inspiration seeking few hours it helps if i keep our room
   clean and the sheets freshly washed and calming reading more- tv less-
   at night is a goal then hopefully my days will be a little more with it
   because i hate wasting time

       it was the first time i realized that things dont always go how you
     think they will and that it all can turn out better than you imagined

     i was born in orange county where my parents had lived in the same
    house for like 20 years they had both lived in so cal all their lives

                             let me explain Buoy

                              and i think im done cutting kits for a while

                      Taking the valentines happy girl

   1 luce 2 Untitled 3 Working 4 Stove Top

                    ok its hard to stop i love every song

             like this one for instance my older brother uploaded it while
                    reminiscing about the old buggie he rebuilt in the 80s

     (but honestly i dont snack alot when you eat so much protein you dont
                                      get hungry as often through the day)

   she is my best babysitter for cate she takes turns with me putting cate
                         to bed and being her pillow

         lunch whole wheat pita with tuna or deli meat or a big salad with
                                                           grilled chicken

   i thought id live there forever one day when i was 12 my dad quit his
   job and we moved to lake tahoe it rocked my stable world