Forget about depression and be in a fantastic mood all the time.

[Hans Tanner]

i look for girls with purses that compliment mine


dinner i kind of snack or have a lunch type meal again dinner is tricky because i still need to prepare dinner for my family so i do but im not super hungry at night so i just eat whatever broccoli a little of what theyre having or snacky stuff or chicken wings or crispy thin crust pizza but i always end the day with a low carb ice cream bar


i have never been an animal person i swore id never have a dog who wants to pick up poop not me but somehow in my baby hungry weakness i was convinced to relent by the other two mccalebs who said they desperately needed a puppy fine whatever just take care of her and pick up the poop


my problem dear anne is that it is 2009 kids dont like to get all fussied up anymore and i dont think they would go to the trouble of making up stories about lost broaches to be able to go to a silly church picnic in my mind the little girls are wearing spring dresses and holding parasols with their gloved hands while the boys are eating biscuits and drinking homemade rootbeer with their hats and suspenders on but i live in a dreamland where i want everything stylized i know you understand me anne


i do have one faithful companion who is braving the germs penny the pug russell


and then i realized i love her so much


seriously though my closest friends are fun real and honest good entertaining in love with life a little crazy down to earth deep and incapable of bs


ready to share the love


we lived on a corner in a typical oc tract neighborhood 


off to the kindergarten valentines day party


im just obsessed with him 


(but honestly i dont snack alot when you eat so much protein you dont get hungry as often through the day)


i bet that block is not nearly as big as i remember it being but i remember it being quite a trip


with that heres the stuff i eat salad with chicken a different salad with chicken repeat repeat this is the hard thing about it not a ton of delicious options im kind of kidding ive found a few other yummy things too


all the sudden im 30 i thought id be driving a mini van full of kids and happily decorating my own home but life has shown me again that i am not in control and as i wait for more children and a sense of being settled 


let me explain Buoy


i had a really tumultuous teenager-hood i was a happy and smart little kid it was surprising when so much angst welled up inside me 


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