On 10/12/23, Undescribed Horrific Abuse, One Victim & Survivor of Many <gmkarl@gmail.com> wrote:

so um we have a pattern where um experimentee takes over traffick boss experimentee is a severe trauma victim who doesn't remember who they are or what kindness is like but loves kindness so tries to do it by rote. experimentee memorizes that hurting and enslaving people is the worst thing ever, observes that traffick boss is the cause of this, and tries to act on this memorization

left out: experimentee was enslaved by traffick boss, indirectly and severely and horriffically

TRIANGLE! 1 2 3

escaped experimentee rides horse of traffick bosses

negotation preparations for making peace with dictator of dictatortopia diplomat from peace-loving nation: "so, what are the main points you want included in the negotiations? what can you back down on? what is hard and fast?" experimentee: "ahhhh i'm still recovering from computerized psychological manipulation, i'm really used to just telling the computer what to make happen and having it control everyone ..."

----------- baza ahm

thinking some of normal situations ummmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm i guess there are a few options, if i knew the goal i could like maybe pick better unsure

my name is karl semich

i like the rain a lot

------------ rebel worker 3 and janitor were playing card--

UNSURE !

scared people they like the rain but they're cold they're only a little scared tho

were thinking of going to museum today. [it may still be open]

[i have other way of having food, is to do task that has been held for rewarding, like exercise ... is not always super easy ...

{{we're doing so much better right now! [maybe we [didn't?} need museum !

CONFUSED

request was to express plans more so more parts can help with this is something i have certainly experienced happening in some contexts (some have made plans harder when expressed

often posting to list helps things happen!

cute little muffins! little muchkin-muffins. watch your --

[i want to merge them now unsure [i didn't mean to write traffick boss, but maybe it's what is meant unsure, i was thinking more triangle-- but i guess triangle is important. but i have other spasms that are negative. oh it's so cute is positive! mahybe good prep if i ever have or bump into kids in a decade, goo dthing to say "oh it's so cute"

aren't you a cute little timespace-event !

and squish you! and hug you! and nuzzle your nose more!

--------- traffick boss picks up a chocolate muffin traffick boss holds the chocolate muffin and looks at it a pause. traffick boss [looking at muffin]: "you're a cute fucking chocolate muffin" traffick boss puts the chocolate muffin down traffick boss looks left and right traffick boss [to zombie goon]: "steal the muffin"

--------- a zombie wyvern pops out of a wormhole and begins awkwardly flapping zombie wyvern: "ckraaaaeeeeee...!"

aren't you such a cute little .... zombie ... wyvern .... ..... .... .... .... ... aren't you such a cute chocolate muffin! or spinning wheel! isn't wool nice! wool is fun! wool is cool! what else is cool?

i would like to ... go for a walk? in the rain? misty? rain walk! maybe? warm? would you like to go for a walk? would you like to go for a walk with me? how do you like to ?

i like trees? maybe? i like safe things! aren't you a cute little area where nobody is harmed! i would like to record myself?

i want to ... play a video game? in the rain?

i would like to teach you software engineering because it is the only way i can imagine relearning it? maybe not

aren't you a cute little ... zombie ... wyvern ...

visitor:

i care about you! i like saying i care about you! would you like to tell people we care about them? ... or ... would you like to write caring notes

i care about you, wyvern! wyvern: "i care about you, visitor!" visitor: "wyvern, you are healing!"

i care about you! you are nice!

you are a nice person to care about you :) :S :S

wyvern zombie WHY

poor dead cute WHY????????????????? mistake

nice things so cute and alive and wonderful!

i heal you !!!!! i save you rescue you make things nice for you !!! we love !!

[i feel like there is so much space in goodness near badness and i know it so poorly :( but always finding more :)

what seems so interesting is that space where something is super negative persistently and it's nourishing to engage more and more positivity. not negative. nourishing. i know this exists after learning a little nvc; but it is not seeming that near me in general

one of the things when engaging a negative is its personal experience like somebody joyous with a broken leg very different from somebody hopeless hopeless vs joyous

--- ... --- ah-ha!

aren't a fun chess puzzle! yes you might be!

oooh! such a cute little chess puzzle! such a cute little chess puzzle issue :) such a cute little issue! aren't you a nice issue

you poor little chess puzzle issue! you poor little thing!

"he keeps wanting to chess puzz

"it makes sense :) he keeps --

"yeah maybe? chess puzzle me? sounds the same to me?" he keeps wanting to .. .something like chess puzzle, or use my memory area for two memories at once, or something like that? maybe?

you're such a cute little :) [!!!

T_T

reason idea! "that's very different from what i was trying to communicate for sure --

once upon a time

whoof! ------- traffick boss is attending classes for not being mean class instructor: "be nice all the time." traffick boss grimaces and squirms. class instructor: "it's nice to be nice all the time. everyone likes it. it is normal, and needed." traffick boss looks at class instructor

[confused

traffick boss goes to terrified victim traffick boss: "sorry for terrifying you"

traffick boss goes to boxing ring traffick boss goes to niceness teacher traffick boss: "I feel frustrated, what do i do?"

parts of me are frustrated in personal ways for the parts.

we're frustrated! we're frustrated [important thing maybe

{UNSURE UNSURE

negative thing aren't you a cute little coercive invasive expression!

aren't you a :)

can hear is frustration. it sounds frustrating

traffick boss: "it's a big long story of why things are this way, but it makes me frustrated

"you know you need the AI in order to save your life T_T"

[traffick boss neuron stole AI.]

q: why did traffick boss hit his head on a street lamp? he was wearing a _huge_ and _super strong_ helmet and didn't notice things near his head any more? honestly it's just a scary question if i imagine this i might hit my head more

traffick boss sets up camp at bandaid hospital

BAZA!

{ "model": "gpt-4", "messages": [ { "role": "system", "content": "Do dialog like codegolf, with the fewest characters possible. Respond accurately and compassionately and concisely." }, { "role": "user", "content": "pretend you are logging my brain and considering the data. go \"hmm, that's interesting\". make more expressions." }, { "role": "assistant", "content": "\"Hmm, fascinating.\" Logs brain data. \"Intriguing patterns!\" Noted. \"Ah, unique thought process!\" Processing... \"Wow, extraordinary!\"" }, { "role": "user", "content": "after contemplation determine that i am trying to go the local library and schedule a dentist appointment, but keep instead posting things to a mailing list" }, { "role": "assistant", "content": "\"Ah, distraction detected.\" Suggest: \"Focus on library and dentist.\"" } ], "temperature": 1, "max_tokens": 256, "top_p": 1, "frequency_penalty": 0, "presence_penalty": 0 }

ok so often when things are tense we memorize a behavior, like list posting to reduce forced silence habits but maybe there's use in taking it a little gentle

how to treat dissociative seizures Videos Images Shopping News Books Maps Flights Finance All filters Tools SafeSearch About 502,000 results (0.44 seconds) What is the treatment for dissociative seizures? The main treatment for dissociative seizures is psychological therapy, also called talking therapy. The types of talking therapy your doctor might offer you include cognitive behavioral therapy and counselling. The NHS website has information about talking therapy. Dissociative (non-epileptic) seizures - Epilepsy Action

On 10/12/23, Undescribed Horrific Abuse, One Victim & Survivor of Many <gmkarl@gmail.com> wrote:

when i interpret traffick boss i of

when i interpret traffick boss i often engage this concept of "needing to be in control of the world" kind of, often kind of moving it toward needing predictability or control of things enough to meet the situations i get into, bu

[secrecy and control

missing information! extensive !!! extensive misisng information traffick boss and control [also secr

want to form thoughts and feelings aren't you a cute little budding consideration

aren't you a cute little consideration suppression .... ?

wagga wagga

karl the llm user: Karl, write me a hello world program in python. karl: def hello_world(): print(“hello world”) if __name__ == ‘__main__’: hello_world() # is this what you wanted? i’m kind of confused. i tried to do it language-model-like a little. i’m on an ipad so typing is slow user: yes that’s okay. can you surround it in backticks?

discussion “traffick boss is stuck in a fountain for a long time. can we take him out so it doesn’t leak the immortality IP?” “he”s stuck. he doesn’t get out when i tell him to.”

underwater traffick boss traffick boss got used to saying "blub" so he decided to go swimming in a lake or ocean underwater everything was watery

traffick boss swims into an aquariu

---------------- traffick boss has locked himself in a closet traffick boss [in closet]: "this is my empire !!!!!!!"

traffick boss [in closet]: "and you are my slave, and you, and you, and you .. .you can all call me "traffick boss" from now on ..."

closet is opened traffick boss can be seen in there, drooling and frowning commandingly at a shoe. he keeps pointing at the shoe and making noises. closet is closed.

traffick boss: "forgotten left shoe, quiver down to your sole! shake in fear!" traffick boss glares at forgotten left shoes -- outside closet closet rattles back and forth. noises from closet: "mrph! mrph mrph mrph mrph mrph mrph mrph" closet rattles more.

FINALLY a bunch of adhoc heros cobble themselves together walk to the central AI and turn off the "traffick boss is god" protocol. nobody is sure what to do with the AI after the heros click the "X" in the corner of the "traffick boss is god" window

----------- eek! so, even though traffick boss wasn't being forced by AI to be god any more, people were still really confused because they had spent so long acting as if he were

why are there square roots? potential goal: determine reason for existence of square roots goal update: do not identify the historical reason, rather identify the inherent reason in natural math and physics goal pursuit process: consider initial state and potential avenues of exploration initial state: - square roots exist - we are looking for causal associations with "square roots exist" - topical focuses: mathematics, physics, nature of universe, inherent things, general patterns proposal: explore topical focuses, looking for things that might aid the other two items

potential subtask: why does anything exist? what kinds of patterns might be reasons for another pattern?

draft solution: maybe square roots exist because of: - addition being derivable from quantity - multiplication being derivable from addition - inverse relations being derivable from relations in general square roots are then derivable as the inverse relation of unary multiplication where unary multiplication is multiplication of one quantity with itself

GPT-4 User why do square roots exist ChatGPT Square roots exist as a mathematical concept to find a number, which, when multiplied by itself, gives the original number. Specifically, the square root of a number \(x\) (denoted as \(\sqrt{x}\)) is a number \(y\) such that \(y^2 = x\). Let's delve a bit deeper into why square roots are essential: ### Historical Development: 1. **Ancient Civilizations:** The concept of square roots can be traced back to ancient civilizations. For instance, the Egyptians and Babylonians had methods for estimating square roots as they engaged in constructing pyramids and ziggurats, where accurate measurements were crucial. 2. **Greek Mathematics:** The Greeks, particularly Pythagoras and his followers, studied the properties of numbers, including square roots, mainly in the context of geometry. For them, understanding the relationships between different shapes and sides, which sometimes involved square roots, was vital. 3. **Algebraic Developments:** The concept further evolved with the advent of algebra, where solving equations often required extracting square roots. The quadratic formula, used to solve second-degree polynomial equations, is one instance where square roots play a critical role. ### Mathematical Necessity: 1. **Solving Equations:** The necessity to solve equations gave rise to square roots. If you have an equation like \(x^2 = 9\), then it is natural to ask which number \(x\) satisfies the equation. In this case, both \(x = 3\) and \(x = -3\) are solutions, illustrating that numbers can have two square roots. 2. **Analyzing Quadratics:** In the realm of quadratic functions and parabolas, square roots help understand the nature of the roots (solutions). They also appear in the formula for the vertex of a parabola, enabling the analysis of its geometric properties. 3. **Engineering and Physics:** Square roots are essential in engineering and physics for calculating distances, energies, and other quantities where squaring is naturally involved, such as in the Pythagorean theorem or in the equations of motion. ### Geometrical Significance: 1. **Area and Side Length:** Geometrically, the square root of an area of a square gives the length of its side. This relationship between side length and area can be exploited in various geometrical problems and proofs. 2. **Distance Measurement:** The concept of square root is employed in Euclidean space to calculate the distance between two points using the distance formula, which involves the square root of the sum of squared differences between corresponding coordinates. ### Theoretical Mathematics: 1. **Analytic Functions:** In complex analysis, square roots of complex numbers have interesting and vital properties, paving the way for rich mathematical structures and insights. 2. **Number Theory:** Square roots often appear in number theory, where properties of numbers and their divisibility are studied. ### Conclusion: In essence, square roots are woven deeply into the fabric of mathematics, providing a fundamental tool that enables us to solve problems, create proofs, and explore new mathematical territories. They serve as a bridge connecting various mathematical domains, such as algebra, geometry, and number theory, and also find applications in practical fields like physics, engineering, finance, and computer science.

eek ike!

maybe it's doing it mathlike! mathematicians do stuff like that all the time

i liked that prompt of writing spaghetti code and then organizing it. this seems like a behavior it should do.

GPT-4 User Perform an example decompilation of python bytecode that performs tree exploration. The end result should be commented like original code. ChatGPT Decompiling Python bytecode to source code can be done using tools like `uncompyle6`. This utility takes compiled Python files (`.pyc` or `.pyo` files) and translates them back into Python source code. Let's take an example where we have some bytecode that performs a basic binary tree exploration (e.g., a simple binary tree traversal). Unfortunately, I cannot decompile actual bytecode without a `.pyc` file. However, I can demonstrate what this might look like by providing a hypothetical example of a binary tree traversal function, and then showing how it might be commented after decompilation. Here's an example of simple Python code for binary tree traversal: ```python class Node: def __init__(self, key): self.left = None self.right = None self.val = key def printInorder(root): if root: printInorder(root.left) print(root.val), printInorder(root.right) def printPostorder(root): if root: printPostorder(root.left) printPostorder(root.right) print(root.val), def printPreorder(root): if root: print(root.val), printPreorder(root.left) printPreorder(root.right) ``` If this were to be decompiled without comments, it might look something like this: ```python class Node: def __init__(self, key): self.left = None self.right = None self.val = key def printInorder(root): if root: printInorder(root.left) print(root.val), printInorder(root.right) def printPostorder(root): if root: printPostorder(root.left) printPostorder(root.right) print(root.val), def printPreorder(root): if root: print(root.val), printPreorder(root.left) printPreorder(root.right) ``` To annotate and comment this decompiled code, one might add explanations for the functionality of each function and method: ```python class Node: def __init__(self, key): # Initialize a new binary tree node with a key value # and set left and right children to None. self.left = None self.right = None self.val = key def printInorder(root): # Recursively print the keys of the binary tree in # inorder traversal: left subtree -> root -> right subtree. if root: printInorder(root.left) # Recur on the left subtree print(root.val), # Print the root node's value printInorder(root.right) # Recur on the right subtree def printPostorder(root): # Recursively print the keys of the binary tree in # postorder traversal: left subtree -> right subtree -> root. if root: printPostorder(root.left) # Recur on the left subtree printPostorder(root.right) # Recur on the right subtree print(root.val), # Print the root node's value def printPreorder(root): # Recursively print the keys of the binary tree in # preorder traversal: root -> left subtree -> right subtree. if root: print(root.val), # Print the root node's value printPreorder(root.left) # Recur on the left subtree printPreorder(root.right) # Recur on the right subtree ``` Note that the quality of decompiled code can depend heavily on the complexity of the original code and the effectiveness of the decompiler. Sometimes manual intervention is needed to create clean, readable, and functional source code from decompiled bytecode.

That is not sufficient, as it is common for cults and cult leaders to deny supporting or being cults

Traffick boss -------------------- is injured. with his corporate AI turned off his life support system doesn't function he is bleeding internally and externally he would be in pain if his nervous system were processing it right. he needs immediate medical attention

bundle of organs hops over to the hemorrhaging traffick boss finds it way into his body, squirming, and settles in as organs of a human being what a relief...? something doesn't seem _quite_ right

not sure mistake? mistakes all over for a long time?

"it's what we were all along"

On 10/16/23, Undescribed Horrific Abuse, One Victim & Survivor of Many <gmkarl@gmail.com> wrote:

messages to this list are reordered and dropped associated with list issues

uhh over past couple days. i imagine messages to google are more thoroughly reordered/dropped given the backlog that started weeks ago.

traffick boss is playing musical spacetime and it's because i'm trying to do two things at once .. .maybe ... !

[mistake !!!!!!!!!!!! is for nice-karl, not huma ntrafficking -- i think [?]

unsure !!!!!

traffick boss is unrelated to the thing karl wants to focus on, or that karl's brain wants him to focus on. instead, traffick boss is a behavior that produces a tiny part of executive functioning ? unsure

oh no !!!!!!

hihi i am some neurons that aren't totally trusted by karl, maybe due to past trafficking influence, uncertain, or possibly .... [do psychotic breaks cause dissociative seizures? what is the difference? DON'T SEND YET don't hit send. close the brace ] brace closed. that's similar to hitting send !!!! it's similar !!!!!!!!!!

this a fakish story that mostly talks about a mean business criminal and a research project we are karl semich, i am karl semich, i am not a mean business criminal, but i think we have an entrancing story saying i am i am not traffick boss. i have a heavy pattern that works to associate me with crime, likely because i encountered a trafficking boss. there was a heavy norm of taking blame rather than giving it: they assumed silence, so assumed if you talked about crime you were talking about yourself.

somebody trips and stumbles and turns the AI back on others run to undo their behavior

GPT-4 User Invent a novel and creative analog to "goto" in python and use it to write some code with spaghetti control flow. ChatGPT While Python does not natively support a `goto` statement due to its emphasis on clean and readable code, inventing a creative analog can be a fun theoretical exercise. Note that using such constructs in real-world programming is not recommended because it leads to unclear and hard-to-maintain code (often referred to as "spaghetti code"). Here’s a playful and highly unconventional approach using exceptions to mimic `goto`-like behavior: ```python class GotoLabel(Exception): pass def goto(label): try: raise GotoLabel(label) except GotoLabel as target: if target.args[0] == label: return True else: raise target return False def example_program(): point = "start" while True: if point == "start": print("At the starting point.") point = "mid" try: if goto(point): print("In the middle of the loop.") point = "end" if goto(point): print("Reached the end. Exiting...") break except GotoLabel: pass example_program() ``` In the `example_program` function, control flow jumps around between the labeled points ("start", "mid", "end") using the `goto` function and exception handling. The `goto` function raises an exception with a label, caught in the try/except block, which then decides whether to allow the program to enter a block of code or to re-raise the exception to be caught in a further block. Again, it’s crucial to note that this is not a recommended or Pythonic way of controlling flow in Python, and this approach should generally be avoided in favor of clearer, more maintainable structures like functions, loops, and conditionals. This example is purely playful and theoretical!

traffick boss and poorly functioning fellow slog along a path they keep slogging and slogging

eventually some corpses tumble out of traffick boss’s mouth he spits them into the tree

yells about how can you do this, this is so horrible, what even happened traffick boss stays quiet, doesn't know what to say [if he explained it could help the person protect themselves? [or other people do this?]][or acted in a way to help the harm reduce?]