There is no automated hacking software that can control crowds of people
I've never been scared of death, so I'm not scared to talk about there being people who are threatened with death to keep me silent. But I am scared of facebook learning to train my brain to move my body in response to javascript against my will, and leaving no record of it. We have learned to no longer be scared of this, and resist it, but we are still suffering. What is next, over here?
My name is Karl Semich. I did the first reverse engineering for the "team python" open source world of warcraft pirate server. It was the first server to handle most features and network packet types of the game. It was taken down by disruption signed blizzard; I stayed anonymous. Later I got into Occupy Wall Street. I have lost my mind and _cannot_reliably_feed_myself_ because my body does not behave how I tell it to. I am pretty experienced at waiting through hunger and gorging. I want to make this right. On Sat, May 2, 2020, 9:59 AM Karl <gmkarl@gmail.com> wrote:
I've never been scared of death, so I'm not scared to talk about there being people who are threatened with death to keep me silent.
But I am scared of facebook learning to train my brain to move my body in response to javascript against my will, and leaving no record of it.
We have learned to no longer be scared of this, and resist it, but we are still suffering.
What is next, over here?
Obviously it was anarchist work that destroyed my life. For general signals thoughts, There is an area called the Radio Quiet Zone where a telescope resides that appears strong enough to map the natural emissions of matter in detail, although I'm just a software engineer saying that. They do not require formal credentials for proposals to use this remotely-accessible telescope. In this large area there are also extensive underground caves on many properties, in the woods. Volunteers for the NSS are mapping them for sport, a many-decades-long work that I stopped participating in. People generally move to that area because they are urgently concerned about wifi. They often burn their money up on advertised solutions that do not actually stop the relatively-dense electromagnetic emissions of the area. There is a law against such emissions that hasn't been enforced well the past few years. On Sat, May 2, 2020, 10:07 AM Karl <gmkarl@gmail.com> wrote:
My name is Karl Semich. I did the first reverse engineering for the "team python" open source world of warcraft pirate server. It was the first server to handle most features and network packet types of the game. It was taken down by disruption signed blizzard; I stayed anonymous.
Later I got into Occupy Wall Street.
I have lost my mind and _cannot_reliably_feed_myself_ because my body does not behave how I tell it to. I am pretty experienced at waiting through hunger and gorging.
I want to make this right.
On Sat, May 2, 2020, 9:59 AM Karl <gmkarl@gmail.com> wrote:
I've never been scared of death, so I'm not scared to talk about there being people who are threatened with death to keep me silent.
But I am scared of facebook learning to train my brain to move my body in response to javascript against my will, and leaving no record of it.
We have learned to no longer be scared of this, and resist it, but we are still suffering.
What is next, over here?
I was involved in OccupyMaine, one of the many branches of Occupy Wall Street in Maine. We were resisting control of the people by the media and billionaires, by showing people we could talk and survive more safely and better without them, in city parks, worldwide. According to our local information, we were one of the last encampments to shut down. I've heard people from other encampments say that too, funny. After the camp was disrupted by some of its own participants, I started a small place for homeless folk in my apartment and tried to spread the caring ethics I'd been inspired by in the movement. I knew how to live without shelter from courses in wilderness survival, and how to make money from blockchains, so it wasn't hard at all to provide for those who didn't. One of the funny things that happened was multiple women started approaching me sometimes and seemed to make decisions that would heavily occupy my time. I was pretty scared of my own arousal because I had raped someone once, so with me avoiding sex some of the interactions were kind of strange. It seemed obvious they were trying to be romantic with me but didn't actually want to be, but nobody seemed able to verbally confirm this. What's stranger stillis, through Facebook, a new language was pressured on me, with a concept of "dogs" and "cats" implying control of humans. It is indescribably hard to remember, but it seemed like "cats" were woman forced into sexual service via whatever means convenient, and "dogs" could have as many as they wanted but were expected to never talk about that ability and possibly spread harm or messages or decisions occasionally. Some kind of introduction to a rapist group is one possible explanation. Women I seemed interested in would actually approach me, _from_any_walk_of_life_. One was willing to start nonsexually which seduced me and it quickly became sexual somehow. She expressed no memory of how we got together. (she's not the woman i mentioned to ceci) I'll need to spend some time recovering my mind after posting this, now. I appreciate clear questions.
On Sat, May 2, 2020, 11:08 Karl <gmkarl@gmail.com> wrote:
I have lost my mind and _cannot_reliably_feed_myself_ because my body does not behave how I tell it to. I am pretty experienced at waiting through hunger and gorging.
Hi, Karl. Nice to meet you. I think you already know my name is Cecilia Tanaka and I hope this message can help you a little bit. When someone very cruel mentions my death, my temperamental health, or my physical fragility, saying I will die soon, I simply (try to) ignore. It happened last week again, when I was trying to help a person who wrote to the hackerspace begging for attention. It was unexpected and painful, but I do not care about dying. I only care about my loved ones. So I live pretty far from my family to keep them safe. When I am in a chaotical moment, when my body just wants to die, I use several alarms to keep me alive. Alarms for meals, for drinking water, for taking medicines, for taking showers, for sleeping, and also for waking up. You are the master of your body, so please keep it working in a satisfactory way. Remember: - You need hydration, food, and sleep to keep alive and sane. Please, try to keep your sanity. You will need it to destroy companies and governments in the future. I love World of Warcraft, thank you a lot for your anonymous efforts. You love games. I think I have no many good things in this moment. Hmm, I think I still have some cyberpunk games, like Orwell, but now it would not be healthy for you. It made me feel afraid of the future the same way like "COVID-1984". A pandemia was the perfect excuse to all the governments spy our activities and I do hate this horribly crazy dystopia. Do you like books, comics, movies, series, jokes, music, something I can (try to) get for you? Sorry, I don't know anything about you, but I want to help you to calm yourself. Already had very stressful moments and surviving to them alone is always hard. Search for comfortable things. Comfy food, those easy foods to take like soups, yoghurt, sandwiches, etc; comfy drinks like no-caffeine tea, hot chocolate, pure water, fresh juices; and try to relax your mind reading, listening music, doing something that you really appreciate. Writing, drawing, painting, coding, having sex and/or masturbation... Don't forget to sleep, please. It's very important. When I don't sleep, after three days, my writing and my memory become so confused, living is so strange... The sensation is scarier than you can imagine. Feel free to contact me in private and keep breathing, Karl. Just remember I am not online in all moments. Tender kisses and straight hugs! Be well and take care, please! <3 Ceci
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