[ot][crazy] loving requests for suicide poetry
i wish that you would jump off that bridge toward the rocklike ice a hundred feet below so that i could jump off next to you, with my bungee cord, and catch you with perfect skill and let you know that clearly that i will never, ever let you come to harm
i want you to reach for that loaded gun and aim it toward your head so that when you go to pull the trigger you will see how all our hopes and dreams and loves and lives burst forth, every moment in one single one and share the bullethole in your wall after your arm suddenly jerks away to know how beautiful and precious and perfect every last pain of life really, really is
because we love you and we could never ever want harm to befall you in any way we just have struggles of our own. we leave people out, so incredibly badly, when being left out ourselves. but when we lose them forever it is a tragedy that lasts until the end of time
i am that feeling that life is too precious to ever risk i am that moment when you catch yourself to stop the rope from catching your neck and i am crying so hard that i am not always there to catch you physically and take every tiny pain in the world and make it be what goes away instead of you
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Undescribed Horrific Abuse, One Victim & Survivor of Many