On 9/29/23, Undescribed Horrific Abuse, One Victim & Survivor of Many wrote:

On 9/26/23, Undescribed Horrific Abuse, One Victim & Survivor of Many wrote:

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oh no!!!!!!! -------- once upon a time parts of a brain thought they were doing things that made sense but it turned out they had synchronized with patterns relating to posting stuff to a mailing list :/

Research into list-posting:

It looks something like as I find behaviors I can repeat with some intentionality, parts of my mind develop strength at repeating behaviors in general, and I begin to be able to do and think more things.