punk sent this to me personally, so i infer there may be real emotions behind it. he says he can't receive messages from gmail.com, so it would make sense for me to get better at using a different provider, to make it work out. _this would be good for me to do regardless_. but it's pretty hard to plan making things right with punk without respecting this. i did receive another lengthy mailbomb a couple nights ago, don't know if it's related, but to 0xloem@gmail.com, not gmkarl@gmail.com . it made it hard to find my invitation to the philosophy forum. i'm never completely sure if insults are for strategic impact from a group, or emotional from an individual, in this environment. it's very confusing !!! additional things that give me pause include: - "kill yourself": i've received real pressure to do this, and this reminds of that. such things come across as strategic because i have a history of suicide attempts. - there is no message body. in the physical world, angry tirades often come with large expressions as to their content, rants and direct harm. but given how my relation with punk has gone poorly in past months, it makes sense to take this more seriously. ---------- Forwarded message ---------- From: punk <punks@tfwno.gf> Date: Thu, 10 Nov 2022 14:01:42 -0300 Subject: kill tyourself, you motherfucking piece of shit To: gmkarl@gmail.com