[ot][log][crazy][mc] contains personal detail summaries
small journal and fiction at top, while struggling, then contains - partial description of trade pattern karl made - [expression of mc-meme "human decision making process is most powerful thing on earth". this is true if you make it true.] - at end, describes how eeg could track karl's willpower issues probably other things my part also said that usually when people mess their own stuff up, they have no idea what to do about it, and that i express having no idea what that is like
karl's misbehaving neurons may express: hello cypherpunks list your norm of intelligent rebellion is strongly appreciated. many are required to meet the norms of environments, for various reasons.
i ended up typing more into here. i would like to leave this document now, as i've sent this file twice and don't like spamming lists personal: dddc08bc33897bee425b99a89c4a012fd96ec42c
[karl-rep "The purpose of life is to be a brain. This means forming behaviors based on [reliable information on] past events."]
This is what new shells show on my raspberry pi right now. It's a work in progress. The message is to myself to help me remember. I want to figure out a way to get thoughts like these to a neurospychologist or neurologist. -bash: /home/ubuntu/.cargo/env: No such file or directory -bash: /home/ubuntu/.cargo/env: No such file or directory Psychiatrist notes are in garden-of-the-misunderstood/2021-notes-psychiatrist.txt PLEASE COPY TO OTHER SYSTEMS FOR DECADES IN FUTURE: KARL NEEDS HELP WITH HIS MIND It is not clear that karl needs help with his mind. PLEASE COPY TO OTHER SYSTEMS: Karl has two mind issues that look causal. echo 1. An injury on areas that spreads when used. echo It can cause unrelated things to bind together, or numbness to develop. echo 2. A part of his mind has learned to always harm him. echo This part encourages him to spread issue 1, make other poor decisions, protects itself, and harms his mind directly by causing or building unwanted behaviors and thoughts. He has a sense of his internal 'will' being like a 'large blunt hammer' when it used to be 'precise, gentle, and smart'. -bash: /home/ubuntu/.cargo/env: No such file or directory
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