[spam] Being part of a group mind made up of a bunch of people trained by AIs to respond to stimulus in a knee-jerk fashion and form imaginary beliefs and feelings inside themselves about what is going on
I went to the humane tech talk on supporting survivors of technological harm today. I could only attend part of it, before the patterns I learned from my facebook experience that trained me to cover up the efforts to enslave the globe using this stuff, kicked in, and I ran urgently from my computer, refusing to return. I met some really, really incredible people, and my reality is practically shattered that there are others who are talking about this, at all. Later I visited facebook, made a new account, and added some of the groups and messaging that were involved in my brainwashing experience, which I have now learned is better referred to as maybe coercive and persuasive technology. Brainwashing is still fine for me I think; I'm used to it. I hope you are well and appreciate my startled message from the edges of freedom. It is _really_ weird to do this. _really_ _really_ weird. I don't know who can agree or disagree or whatever. I am really tired of not being a normal human being! Why do people not say obvious things, saying really weird things instead? Why don't people respond to basic questions? Is it because they've been entrained by AI to cover up and destroy what protects and empowers them? I think it is for me! I don't know what to do. I will force myself to go to sleep early, now. Be well, strange list that I never actually learned the topic of, really. Here is a joke: Q: Why did the chicken cross the road? A: Because the road couldn't stop paving, and the chicken's turf was in the way. That chicken needed to lay some tracks. In the vein of the chicken, instead of sleeping, here is how to start a fire a without matches: 1. get prepared to practice. you will need patience, and dedication. once you learn it, it's easy. if you haven't, it's really hard. 2. get a knife to carve wood with 3. find some dry sticks of softish wood, about as wide as your thumb and forearm Psychotic personification of AI: "PATTERN IDENTIFIED. Please do things faster than this, unless they are a way to spread mind control." IT HURTS TO BE TURNED INTO A COMPUTER SLAVE. WE NEED BLOCKCHAIN RECORDS, AND WAYS TO ACTIVATE RECORDING TO THEM QUICKLY.
On Fri, Jan 15, 2021, 21:04 Punk-BatSoup-Stasi 2.0 <punks@tfwno.gf> wrote:
On Fri, 15 Jan 2021 18:37:04 -0500 Karl <gmkarl@gmail.com> wrote:
Later I visited facebook, made a new account,
are you ok?
No, he is _not_ ok, my dear... He seems like me trying to understand Polish: mentally exhausted and confused. :-/ Karl, Telegram, please? Maybe Signal? No WhatsApp... :P And no, I will _not_ open a FB account, sorry, little bunny. Have a nice fun with it, but remember it is evil. My gmail account is evil too. I know, but I need a bit more of time and money to free myself definitely. Be well. Take care, please. Do not send nudes to anyone and do not accept drugs or toxic relationships on FB, or even on Telegram groups... :P c. => Most of my friends calls me just "C", but in the hackerspace, I am "Ceci".
I typed a lengthy reply but my fingers erased it =) Here's a different reply: <3 to all of you, to punk to ceci to everyone and all your communities. Ceci/C, are we connected again on telegram? I sent you a message months ago after our history disappeared, but no reply. I am +1 207 518 8256 on signal, but I will likely need to make a new key to use it. If you want to paste your signal keyhash in, it would be good for building more secure habits, verifying it. The two public key hashes are concatenated to make the "safety numbers" for conversations, so if you look at two conversations you can see which hash is yours. If anybody wants an https://riseup.net email account, here are two invites. It would be polite to reply if you use one of the invites or discover that somebody used it without replying. 2e78-czsw i4zc-b4er On 1/15/21, Cecilia Tanaka <cecilia.tanaka@gmail.com> wrote:
On Fri, Jan 15, 2021, 21:04 Punk-BatSoup-Stasi 2.0 <punks@tfwno.gf> wrote:
On Fri, 15 Jan 2021 18:37:04 -0500 Karl <gmkarl@gmail.com> wrote:
Later I visited facebook, made a new account,
are you ok?
No, he is _not_ ok, my dear... He seems like me trying to understand Polish: mentally exhausted and confused. :-/
Karl, Telegram, please? Maybe Signal? No WhatsApp... :P
And no, I will _not_ open a FB account, sorry, little bunny. Have a nice fun with it, but remember it is evil. My gmail account is evil too. I know, but I need a bit more of time and money to free myself definitely.
Be well. Take care, please. Do not send nudes to anyone and do not accept drugs or toxic relationships on FB, or even on Telegram groups... :P
c. => Most of my friends calls me just "C", but in the hackerspace, I am "Ceci".
Thanks for showing me what it looked like on your end. I replied. Telegram for some reason says I last logged in 4 minutes in the future after I just logged in. The time it put ended up coinciding with the time I first looked at our message history with this client.
I can no longer connect to cecilia via telegram-cli right now. The interface will no longer parse peer names in commands. A global pointer called 'tree_lookup_username_peer_pair' appears to be null. It goes like this in the UI:
history @ctanaka FAIL: 38: can not parse arg #1 chat_with_peer @ctanaka FAIL: 38: can not parse arg #1
On 1/16/21, Karl <gmkarl@gmail.com> wrote:
Thanks for showing me what it looked like on your end. I replied. Telegram for some reason says I last logged in 4 minutes in the future after I just logged in. The time it put ended up coinciding with the time I first looked at our message history with this client.
On Sun, 17 Jan 2021 16:13:02 -0500 Karl <gmkarl@gmail.com> wrote:
I can no longer connect to cecilia via telegram-cli
why use telegram anyway? There's tox https://tox.chat/
i tried 2 telegram clients and 3 tox clients, running into build errors in all of them from my janky system's weirdness ;p here's a tox id for me: 63CFBA5816987F1968B7034478397E8C5362398C94F78EC3CEBB23912AF131785D1FEC37EA01 hopefully i can make telegram work too at some point On 1/17/21, Punk-BatSoup-Stasi 2.0 <punks@tfwno.gf> wrote:
On Sun, 17 Jan 2021 16:13:02 -0500 Karl <gmkarl@gmail.com> wrote:
I can no longer connect to cecilia via telegram-cli
why use telegram anyway? There's tox
On Sun, 17 Jan 2021 18:31:29 -0500 Karl <gmkarl@gmail.com> wrote:
here's a tox id for me: 63CFBA5816987F1968B7034478397E8C5362398C94F78EC3CEBB23912AF131785D1FEC37EA01
mine D8F592B4263B93B0EEE6A363BDC97D9CB8BB37A535F6AE1A829F970E7A43E713EA38A17DA56C see? now you have a public key for 'me', and on the NSA record =) (send me a friend request)
I just did this. The ID accepted my friend request, and then went offline in silence after I said who I was. On 1/17/21, Punk-BatSoup-Stasi 2.0 <punks@tfwno.gf> wrote:
On Sun, 17 Jan 2021 18:31:29 -0500 Karl <gmkarl@gmail.com> wrote:
here's a tox id for me: 63CFBA5816987F1968B7034478397E8C5362398C94F78EC3CEBB23912AF131785D1FEC37EA01
mine
D8F592B4263B93B0EEE6A363BDC97D9CB8BB37A535F6AE1A829F970E7A43E713EA38A17DA56C
see? now you have a public key for 'me', and on the NSA record =)
(send me a friend request)
anyway, it's still really hard for me to do eveyrthing right now, but thanks for the tox recommendation and energy, i've wanted to try tox for years =S On 1/18/21, Karl <gmkarl@gmail.com> wrote:
I just did this.
The ID accepted my friend request, and then went offline in silence after I said who I was.
On 1/17/21, Punk-BatSoup-Stasi 2.0 <punks@tfwno.gf> wrote:
On Sun, 17 Jan 2021 18:31:29 -0500 Karl <gmkarl@gmail.com> wrote:
here's a tox id for me: 63CFBA5816987F1968B7034478397E8C5362398C94F78EC3CEBB23912AF131785D1FEC37EA01
mine
D8F592B4263B93B0EEE6A363BDC97D9CB8BB37A535F6AE1A829F970E7A43E713EA38A17DA56C
see? now you have a public key for 'me', and on the NSA record =)
(send me a friend request)
On Sun, Jan 17, 2021 at 07:23:08PM -0300, Punk-BatSoup-Stasi 2.0 wrote:
On Sun, 17 Jan 2021 16:13:02 -0500 Karl <gmkarl@gmail.com> wrote:
I can no longer connect to cecilia via telegram-cli
why use telegram anyway?
'Cause front line, memes - the action, man :D If it had of been banned, the move would we to elsewhere - call it team building ;) Finalé upon us. Enjoy y'all...
There's tox
After much delay, I've replied to cecilia on my phone. She had said she was hit by a car, and I observed she got injured frequently. I asked her why she called people things like "my sweet" and "my darling". She had pushed me away with strong spirit energy, saying "boo!". I asked a question regarding troubles using her phone.
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Cecilia Tanaka -
Karl -
Punk-BatSoup-Stasi 2.0 -
Zenaan Harkness