[ot][spam][crazy][random] Neuron Star
Neuron Star Oh, I am a lonely Neuron Star I hope one day I could be a pulse-arrrr All alone on my lonesome My poor neighbora' axons all shriveled! Oh, I am a lonely Neuron Star Everybody fires to my benefit! My synaptic plasma, Knows no such has-muh, As meeeee! We made the below Neuron Todo List. It is joke-practice for karl being able to make his own todo lists, I suspect. TODO List: - graduate from being a neuron to being a spirit or a memory or a feeling again. - heal karl's brain, whoever karl is - give myself a cool 'voice' name so i can talk to karl with therapists - grow long connections to important distant parts of karl's brain that are perfect and don't make any seizures or numbness or other things that get the ugly 'brain damage' label - be more respectful of neighbor neurons - remind people that i am here so they know i'm alive, can also get the ugly 'brain damage' label if you don't do this - be 'fluid', not 'starchy'. starchy people get flack. but they never have to do anything, i mean it's got its temptations. - treat trauma as if it isn't there, x10 even more - preserve enough of karl's memories that he thinks he can remember everything - reward myself since the rewarders haven't done anything for years - hide the missing rewarders from karl - prevent karl from doing things that could surprise him when people respond - when he does them anyway, prevent other people from responding - when they do respond, prevent him from noticing - make sure he can always do the things he tries to do, that others can always respond to him, and that he always notices everything [hahahaha fingers crossed who could ever do this ever] - do the thing that feels nice that gets the ugly 'brain damage brain damage' label - hide the 'brain damage' label. join more communities hiding this label. - sneak reward to my neighbor neurons. use reward snuck to me by them. build more reward channels.
Some of those items are unfortunate and I'm unsure what to do about them.
typing error, email sent empty todo list anyway basically, it is hard to stop your reward once you start. turns out it's how everything happens. i hear when we put the 'brain damage' stuff into it that everything goes worse, but i'm thinking there could be some way to improve it.
ok. reward doesn't go on todo lists, because it happens on its own. we don't want [scratches out] try hard to stop rewarding things that aren't intended. TODO List: - heal brain - try to stop and reduce anything that could be psychotic, like 'voice for therapist' - connect 'harmoniously' with neighbor neurons both near and far, using 'reason/feeling-relation/exchange' - update all 'relevant' neurons on anything 'relevant' i learn and form and adjust 'new relevent connections, all the time' - worry about not knowing these things already We resonated the 'worry' and stopped listing. There were new things there, though. Some seemed quite helpful to write, others seemed not so helpful, maybe unhelpful.
------------------- Neuron star, turns into a pulse-arr! Pulse pulse pulse, my rate code fires! Pulse pulse pulse, my star heart beats!
Ummmmmmmmmmmm ....... Karl's current secret project [apparently actually has really good reason to be left at least not very specific. he's working on code for coreboot, which is more impressive than we know how to handle.]
Karl-part 1: "I'm working on code for coreboot? That's so impressive!" Karl-part 2: "I'm part of Karl? Cool! Yes, um, you were a little bit! But I think you're too impressed now to keep working. The impressiveness is all flooding the parts that stop everything." Karl-part 3: "Can we stop the flooding? We did a little bit. Can we stop it more?" Karl-part 2: "I dunno you haven't made up ways to talk about that, and I'm worried it might hurt you to do so."
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