found a bunch of undelivereds 3/24 On Fri, Jan 12, 2024 at 5:44 PM Undescribed Horrific Abuse, One Victim & Survivor of Many <gmkarl@gmail.com> wrote:

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ARRRGGGHHH

i am so sorry that my caring hug comes with a deadly laser death ray! i am so sorry about this!

maybe with time and understanding we can find a way to form bonds under these deadly-laser-death-ray conditions

is there a solution ????

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i aim my deadly laser death ray at you while giving you a caring hug OOPS YOU MIGHT GET BURNT TO A CRISP OH NO IF I DON'T HUG YOU YOU MIGHT NOT KNOW I CARE FOR YOU uhhhhhhhhhhhhh

what if we gave a strong mirror shield to help defend against the laser death ray, while giving caring hug? hug-with-armor?

hug-with-military-armor :D

is idea, not well understood :S 1733

deadly laser death ray wants to express care for gentle flammable item takes huge laser-shield. tries to maneuver in front of self, so as to hug gentle flammable ite-- 1733

i am sorry that i am gentle and flammable, and you are a superpowered laser death ray. i am sorry that this means that a relationship cannot work. i am very sorry, and will be leaving now.

no! gentle flammable item! there must be a way to make this work! there must! - deadly laser death ray

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the deadly laser death ray was sad and the gentle flammable item was terrified

they sat in adjacent rooms, careful not to go near each other, [preparing for some kind of mediation or lawsuit or such?]

it is just to keep them safe.

the key is to aim the laser death ray somewhere else from at the gently flammable item. 1736 does the laser death ray understand this? the deadly one? 1736 maybe a little :) maybe a little. [:S ? ! o_o]

deadly laser death ray is a nice and fine member of society please aim not at gentle flammable items this doesn't mean not to hug them! it means never to aim at them. while doing the deadly-death-ray-thing. [ohhhh!] yes. [wait what were we talking about] >(

the deadly death ray laser needs to AIM-AWAY-FROM-DELICATE. then it is fine normal. :S anyway it's idea

gentle flammable item and deadly death ray laser form friendship involving hugs and chatting and things the two contribute to society --

.... yes uhh if that means hugging-with-back then so be it. yes :) hug-with-back. 1740

[hard confusing. [one of the analogies?] relates to the dissociative-seizure-like-influence--- ]

we imagine a creature backing up to something and bending arms backward to hug it/them and then starting to glow red and emitting a giant laser like a huge bright superpower that all goes _away_ from everything valued. which is behind it, not in front. 1742 yes like the pyramid. laser-into-space. people all not-in-front-of-laser-at-all. 1742

[they love it when i do -- [but it's so har-- 1742

{it's very hard to keep it up, it's fragmented. one of my strategies is to not energize it, this has seemed more reliable to me. i think originally the relation related to list-posting, but there was overlap with internal things, so 1743 uhhhh : 1743 7/24