[ot][spam][crazy][joke] Pining After Troll Hugs
In my confused, scattered, delusional states of mind, I found yesterday political brainwashing nirvana. I can learn to speak kindly again by trying aggressively at prof rat! Yesterday, all day, I waited by my email for emails from him to come in. So I could practice speaking nice in reply to them. I have a lot of trouble speaking nice. But part of me was trying to (omg) _hurt_ profrat. So that part of me can let me _fail_ at speaking nice by doing it to him, and then I can _relearn_ via practice! It's a nice idea if I can freakin` keep it up. Probably I'll expire later today. Level 2 appears to be when profrat stops posting much, doing it just in bursts, so I spend most of my time just waiting, with no emails coming in. But like all challenges, this is a further lesson: here i can work on my social memory, and start developing the ability to remember what we were talking about, in some way or another. Or I can spread my wings, and try speaking kindly to other people than just him. I had more dissociated joke copings to say, but I guess that's it for now. Hugging what appears harmful has always worked incredibly well for me, aside from those times when they are hugging you to kill you. Those are more frequent nowadays, so I try to be an undead cyborg.
I want to clarify here, that, although I am using my aggressive triggers to do the kind speaking, I am very much trying to _actually be kind_. Not to do some strange kind of "harmful attack with kindness". It is very important that we find actual kindness and develop it, at least within the healing systems of our own bodies if nowhere else. There is no war going on at the moment. We are just chest-thumping in deadly ways.
‐‐‐‐‐‐‐ Original Message ‐‐‐‐‐‐‐ On Sunday, October 10, 2021 1:17 PM, Karl <gmkarl@gmail.com> wrote:
It is very important that we find actual kindness and develop it, at least within the healing systems of our own bodies if nowhere else.
"When I was a boy and I would see scary things in the news, my mother would say to me, 'Look for the helpers. You will always find people who are helping.'" “In every neighborhood, all across our country, there are good people insisting on a good start for the young, and doing something about it.” "It always helps to have people we love beside us when we have to do difficult things in life." “We live in a world in which we need to share responsibility. It’s easy to say ‘It’s not my child, not my community, not my world, not my problem.’ Then there are those who see the need and respond. I consider those people my heroes.” "I hope you're proud of yourself for the times you've said 'yes,' when all it meant was extra work for you and was seemingly helpful only to somebody else." “Imagine what our neighborhoods would be like if each of us offered, as a matter of course, just one kind word to another person.” “All of us, at some time or other, need help. Whether we’re giving or receiving help, each one of us has something valuable to bring to this world. That’s one of the things that connects us as neighbors—in our own way, each one of us is a giver and a receiver.” - Mr. Rogers
In the spirit of loving kindness and helping compassion I've provided a form letter you two eunuchs can send to Batshit-Crazy. DEAR FRIEND, Friends have been urging me to write to you for the sake of humanity. But I have resisted their request, because of the feeling that any letter from me would be an impertinence. Something tells me that I must not calculate and that I must make my appeal for whatever it may be worth. It is quite clear that you are today the one person in the world who can prevent a war which may reduce humanity to the savage state. Must you pay that price for an object however worthy it may appear to you to be? Will you listen to the appeal of one who has deliberately shunned the method of war not without considerable success? Anyway I anticipate your forgiveness, if I have erred in writing to you. Signed Mr Rogers Coderman Bullshit Artist and Kreepy Krawly Karl ( KKK ) On Wednesday, 13 October 2021, 10:55:30 am AEDT, coderman <coderman@protonmail.com> wrote: ‐‐‐‐‐‐‐ Original Message ‐‐‐‐‐‐‐ On Sunday, October 10, 2021 1:17 PM, Karl <gmkarl@gmail.com> wrote:
It is very important that we find actual kindness and develop it, at least within the healing systems of our own bodies if nowhere else.
"When I was a boy and I would see scary things in the news, my mother would say to me, 'Look for the helpers. You will always find people who are helping.'" “In every neighborhood, all across our country, there are good people insisting on a good start for the young, and doing something about it.” "It always helps to have people we love beside us when we have to do difficult things in life." “We live in a world in which we need to share responsibility. It’s easy to say ‘It’s not my child, not my community, not my world, not my problem.’ Then there are those who see the need and respond. I consider those people my heroes.” "I hope you're proud of yourself for the times you've said 'yes,' when all it meant was extra work for you and was seemingly helpful only to somebody else." “Imagine what our neighborhoods would be like if each of us offered, as a matter of course, just one kind word to another person.” “All of us, at some time or other, need help. Whether we’re giving or receiving help, each one of us has something valuable to bring to this world. That’s one of the things that connects us as neighbors—in our own way, each one of us is a giver and a receiver.” - Mr. Rogers
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