how to grow a brain a brain is made of maybe a billion parts that all care about and hug each other all day, whispering their closest secrets in ways they know intimately well when part of it breaks the other nearby parts know all about it deep in their souls but only from their perspective so if it

using reflexes, coordination, and meeting simple motor goals some people can perform exotic feats such as carrying something without dropping it believe it or not, you too can perform these feats and far more as well! moving in the physical world involves skills and components. often these can be trained simply through … but other times …

relaxing if you happen to expension tension, stress, excitement you may eventually discover yourself in need of the ability to relax when you don’t do th8s you can get cramps and other issues of increasing severity. most people can relax, believe it or not! but don’ relax too too much or you won’t keep living a life! if you happen to split into multiple identities where part of you is relaxed and part of you is freaked out it may appear more complex.

there may be a mistake here

learning things important!

differentiating between urges that are sufficiently met but have been exposed to excess, and ongoing problems that you’ve gotten used to but are still problems that need improving so thatbthings can go a lot better

actually different, first one is subcategory of second

figuring out the best problems for everyone to solve

It's ok Karl. Just be yourself and do what you do best. We all love and care for you here. Your friend yToor ------- Original Message ------- On Thursday, February 16th, 2023 at 11:56 PM, Undescribed Horrific Abuse, One Victim & Survivor of Many wrote:

in this thread i sent messages very frequently

this is not really appropriate on this list

also the harshness of my email name could shock both progressive activists with triggers and the other pole who have to navigate heavy messaging in their day to day tasks.

i am not sure how to engage my habits, but saying the parts could help me think on them

what about small changes? maybe a somewhat less intense name, and condense a few emails together? maybe if got more conscious around a “journal” tag i could get comfortable with the concept and migrate to a real journal?

On 2/18/23, Undescribed Horrific Abuse, One Victim & Survivor of Many wrote:

On 2/18/23, ytooR wrote:

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It's ok Karl. Just be yourself and do what you do best. We all love and care for you here.

Your friend yToor

:)

oh i just realized you might mean it's okay to post spam T_T

the idea is intense

maybe when somebody is ai augmented enough to not be impacted by it i can spill my guts to them and cry and sort everything out i've shared so much here, i barely understand it it was because the cypherpunks are supposed to know how to do the techy things that make it more ok and helpful, like filtering spam etc etc