Re: PLEASE LET ME SLEEP OUTDOORS
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we apologize for being furious about this
it must be understood in the context of cognitive change.
my brain is very strongly binding to new habits.
i never [learned well to live indoors?] and living outdoors takes practice and experience and extensive extensive time to do with ease and wellness
this leaves me in a situation where my life plan of being outdoors is very hard to reach because my habits are binding so strongly to what i do; and i live without skill, in a mess with gross things and injuries
it makes it unsafe. it makes life dangerous, because it is the opposite of where the preparation is.
i need to be occasional and strategic with living indoors, so i can relate with normal society, and also protect my preferred life, so that i might glimpse it someday.
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