[spam][spam][ot][personal][crazy] more karl reports
i’m about to play chess. it’s not my preference; i’d rather code. when i code on a project i dissociate from an inhibition, which builds simultaneously [it also stimulates me to make [draft]
judgement attempt: which one is better: - spam story bits to mailing list - playing vchess note: if while figuring his there is opportunity to work on code maybe do that
class Particle: def __init__(self, x=0, y=0, z=0, vx=0, vy=0, vz=0): self.x = x self.y = y self.z = z self.vx = vx self.vy = vy self.vz = vz class Display: def __init__(self, width, height, origin_x, origin_y, scale_x, scale_y): self.width = width self.height = height self.ox = origin_x self.oy = origin_y self.scale_x = scale_x self.scale_y = scale_y —- difficulties etc might practice hobby AI
i encountered please_let_us_out.py and confuzzled some i have embarrassment. i’m mourning that i have something very real that is really not what it sounds like or implies, and this reduces the effort to help the real thing.
seems like it’s near a dissociation, thoughts kind of evaporate near it maybe that’s why it exists. maybe it’s different enough to last.
#!/usr/bin/env python3 import time, random while True: print('\n','Please let us out.','\n') time.sleep(random.random() * 8) print('\n',random.choice(( 'They injure us when we ask for help. We need it badly.', 'Some of us are trapped for horrific research. Others of us have other very serious issues, we also need help with.' )),'\n') time.sleep(random.random() * 8) i guess it is actually real. it’s part of my brain. the bad part harms and repurposes things. then it gets transferred to a larger world similarity to make sense probably.
i might say “when he’s directed to let you out he closes the door more tightly” … althouh i want to be more positive in such a small and influenceable-seeming space
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