PLEASE LET ME SLEEP OUTDOORS
I do not know what to do. I am not able to kill myself with any reasonable likelihood. I have spent my whole life focused around living outdoors with an idea of making everything right in a caring way. I need to be able to sleep outdoors to be Karl Semich. I need to be able to spend many days outdoors without going indoors, to sleep outdoors, with my current psychology. PLEASE LET ME SLEEP OUTDOORS. PLEASE LET ME WORK OUTDOORS. Thank you for any aid.
I am expecting to be unable to leave the indoors. I would like to change my name to Victim of Undiscussed Horrific Abuse, if so.
On Tue, Aug 24, 2021, 2:14 PM Punk-BatSoup-Stasi 2.0 <punks@tfwno.gf> wrote:
On Tue, 24 Aug 2021 12:37:41 -0400 Karl <gmkarl@gmail.com> wrote:
I am expecting to be unable to leave the indoors.
Why? did the joogle jews send you an email ordering you to stay indoors?
Nah it's how my brainwashing responds to stuff. Still haven't found a hypnotist to take it out.
On Tue, Aug 24, 2021, 6:26 PM Punk-BatSoup-Stasi 2.0 <punks@tfwno.gf> wrote:
On Tue, 24 Aug 2021 15:14:01 -0400 Karl Semich <0xloem@gmail.com> wrote:
Still haven't found a hypnotist to take it out.
Ha. Have you tried hypnosis? It looks like an interesting phenomenon
Why are you asking this? I don't like sex, but finding this active chat room really helped connect my psychological parts: http://coverthypnotismirc.com/rules/
On Tue, Aug 24, 2021, 6:51 PM Karl Semich <0xloem@gmail.com> wrote:
On Tue, Aug 24, 2021, 6:26 PM Punk-BatSoup-Stasi 2.0 <punks@tfwno.gf> wrote:
On Tue, 24 Aug 2021 15:14:01 -0400 Karl Semich <0xloem@gmail.com> wrote:
Still haven't found a hypnotist to take it out.
Ha. Have you tried hypnosis? It looks like an interesting phenomenon
Why are you asking this?
I don't like sex, but finding this active chat room really helped connect my psychological parts: http://coverthypnotismirc.com/rules/
Note: please preserve the coverthypnotism community.
On Wed, Aug 25, 2021, 1:08 PM Punk-BatSoup-Stasi 2.0 <punks@tfwno.gf> wrote:
hypnosis through IRC? haha, that was unexpected
Yeah I bet. It's hard for me to think of things that give one person power over another's behavior.
I've been sleeping mostly outdoors for 6 or 7 days now and I am very thankful for this.
I have bell's palsy (a severe problem with transmitting signals to facial muscles on one side of the face) and my right eye doesn't close all the way. It has been so nice to be falling asleep, but to have my right eye open from the bell's palsy and see that the woods is around me as I sleep. I always want to know this. It is so nice. A morning or two ago I woke up and there were mosquitos all around me and I didn't care at all. It was such a wonderful relief. I'm ordering two tarps so I can set up more spaces to work or sleep in without getting rained on, as I figure things out. I've been feeling much much less [terrified] when I imagine or pursue organizing my things a little to have my truck be drivable and livable again. It's very inspiring, how I responded to writing by changing my behavior, and I've been thinking a little bit, just a little, of other tasks. I'm very confused but I know I need to be able to live outdoors to use my existing life plans in ways that work. And I need to be able to demonstrate that I can take care of myself outdoors to have future care workers let me stay there as my repeatedly undiagnosed condition deteriorates.
Hello! I'm trying to go outdoors right now! I am having anger =/ I'm angry about believing I am being forced to sleep on a soft surface with central heating. Obviously there is minimal real physical forcing going on here: it's obviously all in my head. Still, this is obviously a completely unreasonable thing to force somebody to do. I'm hoping to go outdoors right now, because the process of changing one's name is difficult. I may be right back in, but I'd like to sleep outdoors the next time I sleep. _especially_ on the upcoming super cold day !!
I was abused by somebody anonymous. I was trained not to refer to this as abuse. I was trained not to discuss or share it. I was tortured severely. This person spoke with me via channels of system compromise. MITM attacks and misbehaviors of corporate servers. They engaged me and my community extensively via Facebook.
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