I don't understand most of what you're talking about, but there's a sense I get from it that resonates with me, of there being hopelessness around helping anything at all, let alone the hopeless. What comes to me after considering what you say, and filtering the tghings that confuse or irritate me, is that, despite an appearance of hopeless and harm, we dedicate our lives and efforts to helping the hopeless, and know that in the end nothing that can stop us. :)