Sorry, the Piggie answered in public to my private message. He didn't tell it was mine, but there were several words able of permiss to identify me as the sender very easily. It was the original message. I was hoping the troll could discuss with me, in private, a better way to manage all his hate. I apologize everybody for this failed try and, in special, if someone felt, involuntarily, even more exposed or humiliated because of me. I was sincere and thought that discuss the problem off-list, in this specific case, could be a good thing. Sorry with all my heart. sea sea -- "I disapprove of what you say, but I will defend to the death your right to say it." ---------- Forwarded message ---------- From: "Cecilia Tanaka" <cecilia.tanaka@gmail.com> Date: Sep 8, 2016 4:05 AM Subject: [Private] Hi, dear! :) To: "Cypher Piggie" <oinker9003@mail2tor.com> Hi hi, Mr. Piggie! Oink oink! :) I noticed that you don't like Juan, Zenaan and Razer very much, but you are disturbing the whole cypherpunks list just because of them? Wow, too much! :P I know these three guys can be hard sometimes, but I swear that they all are good persons. I love them, Piggie. Zenaan, a bit less, I confess, because he is pretty boring in some moments, but he is a good person too. Razer and Juan are awesome guys, able of stopping their works, their lives, for some time just to make me feel a bit better in one of the worst days of my life, when I was at hospital, crying a lot and feeling much pain and fear. You can't like them, but they were pretty human and kind, giving me their time, compassion and tenderness sincerely, in a spontaneous way, and I am just an unknowed Brazilian girl for them. We never meet each other in person, but they were generous enough to help a desperate unknowed and strange girl, who lives very, very far from them... I am really thankful for this unexpected help and learned to love and respect them. Can you understand my reasons now? I am being sincere and exposing me here for complete, sincerely, without their knowledge. Like me, you love and respect Jake, so you know how horrible is having your whole life messed because of few persons. I learned to love sincerely the cypherpunks list. I feel safe and happy here, free to say what I think, with no censure, with no kick-banning, with no humiliations. I already had horrible, harmful experiences being rejected, suffering hardcore, cruel bullying in lists. Here, I can be who I really am. No lies, no masks, no labels, no fear, just me. :) Jake also respects loyalty and true friendship. Sorry, I won't leave you destroy my friends, dear. I am not the best person of the world, but I swear I try to be, at least, a good friend and protect the persons that I love. Sorry, my dear, it isn't correct to disturb the whole cpunks list, because of only three persons. If you really don't like them, just ignore them, please. Use filters or make something different: - try to create good threads, with good arguments and discussions. Please, let's make together a better list, not destroy this one. I promise to help to constroy a safer, better and more 'civilized' place for our virtual discussions. Kisses, hugs and take care! Good night, sweet dreams and tender oink oinks for you! <3 sea sea (I loved it, haha!! <3) -- "I disapprove of what you say, but I will defend to the death your right to say it."