MIME-Version: 1.0 Received: by 2002:a05:7022:a94:b0:6a:c23b:51ee with HTTP; Mon, 16 Oct 2023 04:44:15 -0700 (PDT) In-Reply-To: <CALL-=e4mLC9LLBJRgUxJ2g6cdL5vAp98xi_0AthVmEXx+QP6cA@mail.gmail.com> References: <CALL-=e5G=T0SqH6EPBYHjEYSt41Yq0W_SrY4p3ZVDkO1DXyKGA@mail.gmail.com> <CAMjeLr-wZsM1wHF3E=qEsKr52Ye3ObdCfLVdfs0FqwqnH7W=ZA@mail.gmail.com> <CALL-=e76_RgozKDQk45RGiiQG5BBXSfWFuukEjyARU+Yg7fyoQ@mail.gmail.com> <20211228154250.4BC9411C0446@pglaf.org> <CALL-=e6BG67KvmQQ8aHu5YLnjBat9Jd+TRPRZ0kPWOY7GwS_BQ@mail.gmail.com> <CALL-=e51g+FVRNdM4ZpEqvXZ9ewwvb47h-4TSyi91ZLYVL2tQw@mail.gmail.com> <CALL-=e6aQxXaoZeDuE1=iPENvcuDD_1+Wpi2x32gchRdMaSUaw@mail.gmail.com> <CALL-=e5QFHDiVrUbrDeAaiGqk6Kodb37=9L1qj5o2+910ymN0g@mail.gmail.com> <CALL-=e7nDKcyVb=Yu=TRA0i6V8DiWUoV7fkTUKkgH6fg+PgMVw@mail.gmail.com> <CALL-=e43Bp4bpkPJHiGtF09eGe=a2=d7fodxq5dACtwWYaJ4QA@mail.gmail.com> <CALL-=e7p5G9wgeWJ5uur9BkPpX4BL=mTPSjpBBkHX2Foac591A@mail.gmail.com> <CALL-=e6gVoFCjrgvSKo8muGz-gMVdqeVTC5RDVF=hkJd=sCfYQ@mail.gmail.com> <CALL-=e5_e6G2ZdwpaqMKZdXu1_EJAgyS96G1O6yNSYDgN6eGCQ@mail.gmail.com> <CALL-=e4mLC9LLBJRgUxJ2g6cdL5vAp98xi_0AthVmEXx+QP6cA@mail.gmail.com> Date: Mon, 16 Oct 2023 07:44:15 -0400 Delivered-To: gmkarl@gmail.com Message-ID: <CALL-=e5WnKnNwcx3-H4ie-i78SXu_MK0zibigowUw5rh7_xv=A@mail.gmail.com> Subject: Re: PLEASE LET ME SLEEP OUTDOORS From: "Undescribed Horrific Abuse, One Victim & Survivor of Many" <gmkarl@gmail.com> To: coderman@gmail.com Cc: cypherpunks <cypherpunks@lists.cpunks.org> Content-Type: text/plain; charset="UTF-8" On 10/16/23, Undescribed Horrific Abuse, One Victim & Survivor of Many <gmkarl@gmail.com> wrote:

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my brain is very strongly binding to new habits.

i never [learned well to live indoors?] and living outdoors takes practice and experience and extensive extensive time to do with ease and wellness

this leaves me in a situation where my life plan of being outdoors is very hard to reach because my habits are binding so strongly to what i do; and i live without skill, in a mess with gross things and injuries

to be more clear about the new habits, i started going through a cognitive change where new habits last for a very long time and are very hard to change

it is so sad to be forced indoors at such a time. it has a huge huge impact.