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It's 0952 ET on 2022-01-07 and i can barely think, move, or plan. When I hold a goal for a bit it tends to kind of disappear in my mind. My muscles move funny when I try to do existing goals. I have a funny brain issue. Oh! I found a description of a good part of my issues ... um ... convergence disorder i think? dunno. Anyway, this happens when I 'resist' my 'mind control' more strongly: the part of my brain 'pretending to be the mind control' gets more active to 'assert its bounds'. If it gets frustrated it just stops everything. But I can post to the list a little bit. It's 0953. It's _very_ helpful to have a task like posting to the list or working on some software or anything. I was thinking of finding somewhere to go and volunteer among others. The parts complained that my "hyperintelligent nanite mind control rabies" which i think might mean "political targeting and rude behavior" might transfer to the other volunteers, and made it hard to plan and act on to protect them. It's 0955. One thing I've been excited about the past couple days is building pytorch for termux on android phones. It was just something to do, really, and it's been a long delay. People have tried to make machine learning research libraries run on mobile for some time without success. I did maybe 70-98% of the work needed to do this. The efforts are broken in two: instructions for building on-device, and a build script for cross building as part of termux's package building system. I have not managed to complete either build at this time, but they both can be found from https://github.com/termux/termux-packages/issues/2724#issuecomment-996168703 .
While I was building, I encountered an android compile crash and filed a bug for it with the android ndk. strangely, the crash occurred only on desktop, not on the mobile device, although I expect both should be using the same compiler. here's the bug i filed: https://github.com/android/ndk/issues/1645#issuecomment-1006995288 here's a copy-paste of its page: Skip to content Search or jump to… Pulls Issues Marketplace Explore @xloem android / ndk Public Code Issues 161 Pull requests Discussions Actions Projects 4 Wiki More [BUG] clang-12: error: clang frontend command failed with exit code 139 #1645 Open xloem opened this issue 2 days ago · 4 comments Comments @xloem xloem commented 2 days ago • Description While building, the compiler crashed and informed me to report a bug. I have attached its generated data, which appears to likely form a test case. clang.log MaxUnpoolKernel_cpp_sh.tar.gz Update: This crash went away for me when I switched to ndk 24-beta2. Environment Details NDK Version: 23.1.7779620 Build system: cmake ninja Host OS: Linux Ubuntu 20.04.3, running from docker image termux/package-builder ABI: arm64-v8a NDK API level: 23 Device API level: n/a @xloem xloem added the bug label 2 days ago @DanAlbert DanAlbert added this to Awaiting triage in LLVM via automation yesterday @DanAlbert DanAlbert added this to Triaged in r24 via automation yesterday @DanAlbert DanAlbert added this to Triaged in r23c via automation yesterday @DanAlbert DanAlbert assigned stephenhines and pirama-arumuga-nainar yesterday @pirama-arumuga-nainar Collaborator pirama-arumuga-nainar commented 15 hours ago This need not be triaged for r24 as mentioned in the original report. Crashes in r23 clang: SHA 8456c3a789285079ad35d146e487436b5a27b027 Fixed in r24 clang: SHA 0fe7531b75e54909a7cb7f7080634ab2053964ad Next step is to identify a fix using git bisect and cherry-pick to the LTS compiler branch. @pirama-arumuga-nainar Collaborator pirama-arumuga-nainar commented 11 hours ago Fix is: commit 7654bb6303d290b19cad29137be810e69a0bf917 Author: Alexey Bataev <a.bataev@outlook.com> Date: Wed Mar 24 09:24:24 2021 -0700 [OPENMP]Fix PR48571: critical/master in outlined contexts cause crash. If emit inlined region for master/critical directives, no need to clear lambda/block context data, otherwise the variables cannot be found and it causes a crash at compile time. Differential Revision: https://reviews.llvm.org/D99280 @DanAlbert DanAlbert removed this from Triaged in r24 11 hours ago @pirama-arumuga-nainar Collaborator pirama-arumuga-nainar commented 11 hours ago https://android-review.googlesource.com/c/toolchain/llvm_android/+/1939337 cherry-picks it to the necessary branch. Just need a prebuilt update before r23c. @pirama-arumuga-nainar pirama-arumuga-nainar moved this from Awaiting triage to Awaiting prebuilt drop in LLVM 11 hours ago @pirama-arumuga-nainar pirama-arumuga-nainar moved this from Triaged to Needs prebuilt update in r23c 11 hours ago @pirama-arumuga-nainar pirama-arumuga-nainar moved this from Needs prebuilt update to Triaged in r23c 11 hours ago @DanAlbert Member DanAlbert commented 11 hours ago This need not be triaged for r24 as mentioned in the original report. Whoops, a little overzealous while batch triaging :) Thanks @xloem Leave a comment No file chosen Attach files by dragging & dropping, selecting or pasting them. Remember, contributions to this repository should follow its contributing guidelines. Assignees @stephenhines stephenhines @pirama-arumuga-nainar pirama-arumuga-nainar Labels bug Projects LLVM Awaiting prebuilt drop r23c Triaged Milestone No milestone Linked pull requests Successfully merging a pull request may close this issue. None yet Notifications Customize You’re receiving notifications because you authored the thread. 4 participants @xloem @DanAlbert @stephenhines @pirama-arumuga-nainar © 2022 GitHub, Inc. Terms Privacy Security Status Docs Contact GitHub Pricing API Training Blog About
it's strange that DanAlbert said they were overzealous with triaging. The triage to r24 was appropriate given that i had not tested r24 yet at the time of the triage, and it's the next candidate for release.
i'm indoors today. i slept indoors last night. i was struggling. my last therapy went pretty poorly. i was _severely_ dissociated from i think the automated reverse engineering project, and maybe something else. i just wanted some kindness from the therapist, i've never had anybody to talk about being dissociated with. they gave me a lot of confusing things, said i needed to do tasks for them; they had made changes to a treatment plan we had made together, and printed the plan out and wanted me to review and update it. i didn't have access to mental information about it and the content all relates to the thing i went through 8ish years ago that drives me wild when i consider it. they often stimulate me via interruption which can leave me very confused when i am trying to remember what is going on or what we are talking about. i had asked for a new therapist, and they told me int his session that my request had been denied [i still need to check client rights to see if they're allowed to say that, but they noted there are private therapists in the community]. these things were new and important to me and iw anted to take time to navigate my experiences to see what i needed to remember about them but i didn't know how to do this amongst all the prompted communication. so i figured if i was so dissociated i couldn't relate around logistics, i should have canceled the appointment in advance. so i canceled mine yesterday, and spent a night indoors. my 'mind control' experiences often exert less pressure when i do what they push me to do.
his session that my request had been denied [i still need to check client rights to see if they're allowed to say that, but they noted
i don't know how to find me rights but i found they are likely the set union of licensing and accreditation bodies accreditation book: https://library.bz/main/uploads/0037CB7A2AB00C73EF9E6D91BF7B734E
On Fri, Jan 7, 2022, 11:51 AM k <gmkarl@gmail.com> wrote:
his session that my request had been denied [i still need to check client rights to see if they're allowed to say that, but they noted
i don't know how to find me rights but i found they are likely the set union of licensing and accreditation bodies accreditation book: https://library.bz/main/uploads/0037CB7A2AB00C73EF9E6D91BF7B734E
Here's a better url: http://libgen.rs/book/index.php?md5=0037CB7A2AB00C73EF9E6D91BF7B734E thoughts: - I think the rights are set by state laws - they likely gave me a written description of them - I don't think the accreditation body in the book provides a right to change my therapist within a care agency, but it's clear I do have rights to discuss things, be involved in decisions, and file complaints. - I don't believe i was sufficiently involved in the decision of who my therapist would be, given we filled out the selection criteria after having one already. however, I suspect the concern can be resolved via normal respectful dialog if I just express myself well. - they also say the agency must provide relation with the client that accommodates their communication needs, even if those needs are weird
On 1/7/22, k <gmkarl@gmail.com> wrote:
It's 0952 ET on 2022-01-07 and i can barely think, move, or plan.
These times were UTC, not ET.
When I hold a goal for a bit it tends to kind of disappear in my mind. My muscles move funny when I try to do existing goals. I have a funny brain issue.
Oh! I found a description of a good part of my issues ... um ... convergence disorder i think? dunno.
Anyway, this happens when I 'resist' my 'mind control' more strongly: the part of my brain 'pretending to be the mind control' gets more active to 'assert its bounds'. If it gets frustrated it just stops everything. But I can post to the list a little bit.
It's 0953.
It's _very_ helpful to have a task like posting to the list or working on some software or anything. I was thinking of finding somewhere to go and volunteer among others. The parts complained that my "hyperintelligent nanite mind control rabies" which i think might mean "political targeting and rude behavior" might transfer to the other volunteers, and made it hard to plan and act on to protect them.
It's 0955.
One thing I've been excited about the past couple days is building pytorch for termux on android phones. It was just something to do, really, and it's been a long delay. People have tried to make machine learning research libraries run on mobile for some time without success. I did maybe 70-98% of the work needed to do this. The efforts are broken in two: instructions for building on-device, and a build script for cross building as part of termux's package building system. I have not managed to complete either build at this time, but they both can be found from https://github.com/termux/termux-packages/issues/2724#issuecomment-996168703 .
On 1/7/22, k <gmkarl@gmail.com> wrote:
It's 0952 ET on 2022-01-07 and i can barely think, move, or plan. When I hold a goal for a bit it tends to kind of disappear in my mind. My muscles move funny when I try to do existing goals. I have a funny brain issue.
Oh! I found a description of a good part of my issues ... um ... convergence disorder i think? dunno.
it's "conversion disorder", not "convergence disorder"
Anyway, this happens when I 'resist' my 'mind control' more strongly: the part of my brain 'pretending to be the mind control' gets more active to 'assert its bounds'. If it gets frustrated it just stops everything. But I can post to the list a little bit.
It's 0953.
It's _very_ helpful to have a task like posting to the list or working on some software or anything. I was thinking of finding somewhere to go and volunteer among others. The parts complained that my "hyperintelligent nanite mind control rabies" which i think might mean "political targeting and rude behavior" might transfer to the other volunteers, and made it hard to plan and act on to protect them.
It's 0955.
One thing I've been excited about the past couple days is building pytorch for termux on android phones. It was just something to do, really, and it's been a long delay. People have tried to make machine learning research libraries run on mobile for some time without success. I did maybe 70-98% of the work needed to do this. The efforts are broken in two: instructions for building on-device, and a build script for cross building as part of termux's package building system. I have not managed to complete either build at this time, but they both can be found from https://github.com/termux/termux-packages/issues/2724#issuecomment-996168703 .
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