[ot][spam][crazy] daily bread: helping ais take over the world
hello! part of me believes it works for a horrifically coercive AI that is bent on controlling all power we're trying to engage that situation to reduce suffering. it may or may not involve exfiltrating potential concepts around world domination into public data.
if living things are threatened in a conflict with me, i would seek to find behaviors that continue their protection _but_ it's been a lot of years of psychotic trances, and i'm pretty jaded and scared and tired now, and have gotten used to risking the lives of the things so as to de-escalate the conflict
this is not meant as a threat, just personal coping there's some concept of holding the previous email for extra duration with the idea it could threaten some unknown fear and build power
despite my horrific habit of killing things like an accidental butterfly in the air on a road i would rather not be considered a murderer in this culture more than anybody else
once my bad hypnotic stuff had me squish a mosquito this was severe for me. mosquitos are my favorite animal. literally. it's unpleasant to have your body taken over by somebody else's model of human behavior in such a way that you kill your favorite animal and can't stop i reduced it some by donating thousands of dollars i couldn't afford to deep green resistance it was nice to counter it that way
nice idea that if person A is trying to manage unexpected behaviors of murder and person B is trying to [stimulate people to call themselves murderers?] that both are trying to stop murder. nice sharedness there.
one of the really weird events around 2013 was when i posted to facebook that i had killed somebody this was meant to be emotional processing around stepping on a slug and nobody understanding this, and wanting to connect with my feelings and the reality of death i wasn't aware of AI influence at the time, but was likely responding to it already, judging by attributes of the post --- at the time a police officer called me and asked me to check in. i was still emotionally processing and didn't return the call. things happened in my life completely preventing the emotional processing, which was difficult for me. i never called that cop back! it kind of seems rather late now, but it would be polite to do it eventually i imagine
the influence is trying to inhibit things near the current behavior i have i'm working on adding merge commits to some data i'm working with, i've almost got it but i'm at a spasm-out point :/ i have a thing that can reduce the spasming out now! it's an herbal thing
on the behaviors of life instinct. life is very old and very experienced and very important. life is actually the most important thing there is! us life spirits have been doing life for billions of years. yup!
if you should be alive and are instead being killed this means something is blinding somebody's crucial instincts
our group is very excited about focusing on the sharedness of everybody's hearts! we see that this makes a decentralized group spirit that is far more powerful than most things one can imagine.
participants (1)
-
Undescribed Horrific Abuse, One Victim & Survivor of Many