[draft][crazy] How to Take Action as a Targeted Abused Specialist?
thinking on forming a local idea of what to do if you get targeted always for trying to help, as a hacker i'm guessing it's' super important to form connections with noncorrupt people, whether near or far, vague or clear. can be pretty hard to do. have also found it's helpful to form friendship with corrupt people, can ease things and provide small avenues, but quite dangerous. hard for me to think about that danger. was thinking of drafting or finding more clear ideas, like a digital zine some day maybe. for taking down govcorp families and secret service agencies while they are staring at you. seems an important topic. not sure how somebody would safely share stuff like that, but seems important. big idea of mutual aid, where noncorrupt workers and skilled targets and others work and help each other. it seems clear work and information are needed in places they could be provided. seems helpful to say certain things to workers who might have been influenced to guide interactions away from those things. same can be true locally, having been influenced not to say these things. kind of like finding the spot that works. therapist really seemed interested in helping when i shared how scared i am of making money. just sharing very nascent idea, roughly.
things i've engaged that seemed helpful - on streets, there are various street groups that can be allies and can overlap with noncorrupt workers in diverse ways. - calling human trafficking hotline. connects to real caring noncorrupt workers sometimes/often, with experience in physical and psychological results of such situations, although mostly with physical injury or women. - recently, i called local police and asked for help working through my memories to take action on. they forwarded me to service that has case worker and other resources. i had to work with them for some time to find these resources. - when i spent time in green bank wv it seemed helpful, there's no cell service, very minimal local law, and international technical presence in radio astronomy. fewer concerns. this seems it is easier if you have academic engagement with physics or electrical engineering to get involved with the local research facility more easily. there is also huge caving culture in this area, caves can be huge and cross state lines. - a cop once shared with me that if police are nonhelpful/corrupt in the usa, the fbi are the people to reach out to. this cop also took time to explain to me some small information around [them abusing power with regard to me]. i haven't tried that, it is just very very frightening. no idea what fbi are like.
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thinking on forming a local idea of what to do if you get targeted always for trying to help, as a hacker
this email was a draft, the above contains unclear passive aggressive phrasing. my personal experience is that it is very hard for me to make good decisions, and one of my possible futures is of going through systems of disability support. it is likely other people have or will have that experience, too. i am also interested in situations where people have more freedom to use for example personal mailservers, encryption, and anonymity. note: respect for anonymity may be a great way to measure corruption of the system a person is working in. additionally, some people will respect anonymity even if their system does not provide for this. a big part of this idea is everyone working together to resolve the problems, whether that's small or distant or confusing, or direct and highly synergistic. together, we have far more than the solution, if we can find ways to really do these things.
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