bought the books bought the books !!! now i am sharing the purchase on the list i will likely experience [further desire to share them] and may want to get more >_> i shoul dmaybe buy twice as many as i claim i am in case there is behavioral feedback. [maybe later??] uh! right traffick boss and seashell and squirrel and karl [and maybe memory-part?] dance around like ring-around-the-rosies celebrating buying a cult recovery workbook :D :S memory part cam ein fr-- --- 2054 ! :) my plan tonight is to stay up until 1am. i have things -- etc ! abc ! abc . -- so the --um -- traffick boss is sitting in a tv-show-poker-room, playing poker with criminal types each criminal type has a [different way of cheating nah we don't like the scene, we prefer to [humiliate traffick boss by making his serious stuff childish -- 2056 they aren't nice, the criminal people [uhh we called it... um .. kumquat-owners? human traffickers. a kumquat is a cult etc. they don't like rules in a not-like-political-anarchy-way, they kind of do a might-makes-right thing -- 2056 dunno, it was a weird [thi--[ng in mind 2057 traffick boss is sitting in front of a computer, a rats nest of wires and lights. ;;; he pokes his head into the rats nest, the computer. traffick boss [head poking into PDP-16, suspicious]: "Any rats in here?" torture victim double agent pops his head out torture victim double agent: "Boss! --" torture victim double agent: "It took me 17 years but I finally got your autobiographical life video to the media outlets like you threatened me too !!"