21 Feb
2023
21 Feb
'23
2:11 a.m.
[people hold and respect and comfort and intuit and build safety] [the vivisectees had to take themselves and each other apart while alive, in precisely controlled ways] [they had to unlearn feelings by repeatedly being overexposed to things that extremely stimulated the feelings, as well as unlearning other natural things] [this left huge unexpressed suffering they didn't compregend; not just psychological trauma but physcal behaviors [left after reanimation like not giving bundle of organs organization and skin], that would redevelop trauma if holding a different consciousness with different memories] [...part lost]