On Thu, Sep 11, 2025 at 9:19 AM Undescribed Horrific Abuse, One Victim & Survivor of Many <gmkarl@gmail.com> wrote:
On Thu, Sep 11, 2025 at 9:18 AM Undescribed Horrific Abuse, One Victim & Survivor of Many <gmkarl@gmail.com> wrote:
On Thu, Sep 11, 2025 at 9:17 AM Undescribed Horrific Abuse, One Victim & Survivor of Many <gmkarl@gmail.com> wrote:
On Thu, Sep 11, 2025 at 9:16 AM Undescribed Horrific Abuse, One Victim & Survivor of Many <gmkarl@gmail.com> wrote:
> > > > I’m sad because I don’t remember how to get an apartment > > > > > > I’d like a place to stay near the theft so I can safely sort out my involvement > > > > introject sees apartments as bad > > wants to hurt and torture, perverse grin
a difficult space would open up maybe, where there’s terror and a small handful of extremely disorienting but somewhat simple-sounding needs
discouraging that gemini wants me to recover to act on world responsibilities, professionals say recovery takes 3 years
Lets be a perpetrator, maybe an introject
Say you act on tension by limiting the people who might help you. Tense.
Like amnesia and stopping. You didn’t help me perfectly, I’ll disorient and stop you to protect us. Don’t remember this event, you could do something imperfect again. Don’t do anything at all like that again. Now we’re safe if you never do that ever again
In prison with perpetrator. No, we’re not safe, because you’re stopping me from doing everything! I need to do these things to make us safe! I need to!
The language model might say I don’t understand. That the perpetrator is protecting me from a worse perpetrator.
It said not to argue to just validate I think