On Thu, Apr 2, 2020, 14:48 Rob Avina <alxbert2@gmail.com> wrote:

I don't know him, but his insta, twitter and git names are all stevekinny and steve.kinny@gmail.com is a valid hangouts account.  Try him there?

Oh, thanks a lot, my sweet, but this guy here  (https://github.com/stevekinney?tab=repositories)  is not our Steve, dear.

He is a little bit much older than me and doesn't live in Denver, Colorado.  He prefers the sunny Florida and doesn't like social life very much.  So, until I recall, he never had accounts on Instagram and Twitter, at least.

The unique address that he used on this list and in our private conversations was <admin@pilobilus.net>.  And pilobilus.net’s server IP address could not be found.  The message that I've sent to him a few days ago returned, accusing "servfail".

He and Mirimir are the only friends I have who know why I hate ukuleles so much, hahaha!!  Pretty traumatic experience, brrr...

Steve is a very sweet person, who loves books and a wild cat who adopted him as "owner".  Pretty gorgeous feline, much more intelligent than me, but the owner was the cat, Steve was just his human pet, hihihi...  ;)

I still miss Anthony Papillon.  He was a gentleman and when he stopped to answer my personal messages, I was worried, but with no news or clues about him.  Knowing about his death talking to another friend was pretty painful and unexpected.  I loved him very much.  </3

I love Steve and several persons here, but I am still feeling hurt, with fear of losing more important people for me and, in some moments, I don't have courage enough for asking "Hey, are you still alive?  Please, please, say yes..."

I don't know how to manage deaths and important losses.  It always breaks my heart more and more...  I do really want to die before my loved ones.

Well, thank you from the bottom of my heart for helping me to find Steve, my dear.  It's a nice Steve, but not ours.  </3

Tender kisses and hugs...  <3

Ceci