traffick boss is the weirdest ,ickiest thing in the world !!! :p
it's a problem because we mean karl by traffick boss. it shows injured.

    Care :)
     the word meaning not the person


once upon a time, once upon :s

    Care.

once upon :)
once upon :( :(

it's nice to know cared about, very nice. big issues. needed (for better-decisions). we need help from others. step 1 is others caring for us.
    because the problem is too big.

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forgot how confused we are, re mistake not held important.
confusedish today.

there's suffering. i want to eat more food, is comforting, not meaning necessarily now, but how eat food more readily in general?
    what if we ate food for a calming exercise? :) like 5-senses grounding.
        for writing, the problem is how hard and tense the exercise could be. food certainly validated.
            how about we took in smaller steps? like let's just reward the choice to. we could look for a grounding thing on youtube maybe.
            and pick up a trauma book (but not open). we could even keep doing small things like this as we ate the food.
            we might like it :) :)

        uhhh so we only like it, if we can eat food to show bad part that there is safety near.
        might be too far away to do :s
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            it takes time-behavior-energy-such to pack up
                planning+acting :s
                    some are proposing a trauma-coping-symbol _before_ we get up
                    then food first, after, to reward getting up. like debt and lending. has logic :)
we can understand it some.
it's hard for karl because he needs to get up so frequently that it's difficult to hold that we can do it without a lot of support. [without demanding do it more]
but we actually are logic groups, and we really are holding the logic to make it doable

    we are just gonna get up guys. let's take laptop to car and can type more if wanted in car.
    and people relying on an unconfirmed logic can hold that it hasn't been confirmed, we haven't confirmed any promises, we're just moving.
    this makes it harder to get up >(
        boss and karl want to sneak more food / grounding symbols than the other. in the space of forgetting things after we move.



















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it turns out this library is open on sunday until 11pm !!
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 it gives some ease.

WE NEED TO GET WATER .

    ohhhhhhh ! huh !
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                hey we need to brush our teeth too, don't suppose anybody has any idea where the toothbrush is
getting water

    WE NEED TO FIND OUR TOOTHBRUSH (for after water)
        must be in the car
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there's a desire for more of a certain cognitive property (common)
 there's some conflict around it.
 now the idea of zombie/mediator/borg/monk/media develops

it's nice the code is faster it still has bugs :s or at least unknown thing
rebooting i guess to make hardware accel work
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