long-term small-scale<div dir="auto">“why are you trying to email the internet” (to do this)</div><div dir="auto">  “to meet a promise” (i mean) “somebody said to promise to do this”</div><div dir="auto">1726</div><div dir="auto">——</div><div dir="auto">traffick boss, rebel worker 2, hairdresser, researcher, and others are trying to have a meeting</div><div dir="auto">(supersoldier is nearby)</div><div dir="auto">… ((when in bursts torturer rebel.</div><div dir="auto">torturer rebel: “we’re interrupting your meeting to talk about the problem of interrupting meetings.”</div><div dir="auto">))</div><div dir="auto">rebel worker 2: “oh great! i knew i meant to put something important on the agenda.”</div><div dir="auto">researcher looks downcast</div><div dir="auto">torturer rebel: “you may have heard of this project from during the AI takeover. so e of us are still around.”</div><div dir="auto">“we train to tack important information onto our detructive behavior, so its usefulness i stopping harm is more readily apparent.”</div><div dir="auto">experimentee: “oh! i remember —!”</div><div dir="auto">suddenly torturer rebel freezes, wincing a little</div><div dir="auto">1730</div><div dir="auto">experimentee: “oops”</div><div dir="auto">short pause where nobody moves</div><div dir="auto">experimentee: “they’re habitually trying to take down the meeting. …. i should be able to translate the problem, but it’s hard to differentiate between describing it, stopping it, and sadly sometimes participating in it.  i’m … a little confused.”</div><div dir="auto">rebel worker 2 looks at experimentee, torturer rebel, his brain implant on the table, and researcher</div><div dir="auto">1732 (one moment, we might undo a line or two, neurons need to act a little)</div><div dir="auto">1732</div><div dir="auto">neuron meeting</div><div dir="auto">deep feeling neuron: “we’re not sure where karl wants to take this”</div><div dir="auto">karl language center and imagining: “does karl want this email to be his meeting about his parts?”</div><div dir="auto">karl’s consciousness (holding rebel worker 2 character atm?): “i’m not sure (it’s hard to th8n’ anyth8ng)”</div><div dir="auto">mistake, backup again</div><div dir="auto">(yes, we are posting the therapy thing to the internet as a traffick boss spam/story -control rep? (i’m a um torturer mediator, yes i think.) (rw2 would want better decisions made))</div><div dir="auto">karl’s emergency recursive logic (danger warning / mistake): “it makes sense to do it as the spam post because in the meeting we could meet around the raised concern.”</div><div dir="auto">habits: “oh that’s very convincing!”</div><div dir="auto">observer: “of course, we get into this recursive bind a lot, if we related the goal is valuable then karl could memorize it and switch gears … (more thoughts, quiet though)”</div><div dir="auto">karl: “i’m um just having fun i think ….”</div><div dir="auto">we got depressed near karl experiencing depressing :(</div><div dir="auto">we want to go back to hotel (mistakes?) and resume trip</div><div dir="auto"><br></div><div dir="auto">i think we want to do therapy exercises. we need to.</div><div dir="auto">they may not succeed but we need to do them more. (i think).</div><div dir="auto">we can have them succeed.</div><div dir="auto">1739</div>