the internet and other people are being inconsistent for me too much today

i know we’ve been through this before, where nothing makes sense i lose my mind, and let’s not do that a second time of course, but it leaves one wondering how to engage reality, what approach to take. it leaves one confused and unsure.

i have a lot of cavities and should see a dentist. i have other special issues, such as loss of a salivary gland due to surgery, and [i’ve star—

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anyway this dentist i went to for one reason because it used to say on their website they had gone to —

anyway it’s confusing, and is similar to a different situation. it’s too bad this is all happening. it’s very tragic. how do we resolve it quicker? does anyone _want_ everyone to be online, other than powerful crackers? (mistake i hear.)

similarly, does anyone want (everything to be insecure?)

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how do we tell what is real when we don’t check ????

it’s obvious there are slavers in our computers, because they try to control our behavior with the information we access. this has become mainstream with social marketing and such

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i wish i knew what was real here. it’s a handful of surprises at once.

it’s hard to remember the parts among the (triggering :S) surprises

the most clear issue here is that the dentist is no longer listing (the prestigious academy they have history with) in their online profile. it’s part of why i wanted to try th(—

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otherwise, so you see the kinds of relations we have going on here aren’t want humans are used to expecting. they’re … very very oppressive. like encountering a tyrannosaurus rex. it leaves one unsure of where to walk.

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i’ll probably try out scheduling with one of the two male dentists i’m finding on the internet now, rather than the female dentist i found on the internet when i last searched, but i’ll probably take some time to recover. i’m worried there could be systemic sexism going on here somewhere because this dentist also stopped accepting all insurance plans apparently for some reason, which must reduce their available client base.