\> > > > > > > i posted to the cypherpunks list about my jan 5th theft victimization,
> > > specifically about my laptop! > > > > because of [trafficking introject] it's pretty hard to work with the > > police around this. i pursued it for a few days but then became > > disconnected from the officer i had filed the report with. my father > > (about 1k miles away) received a phone call from a different officer > > in the middle of the night, but did not take notes and was unable to > > get back in contact with them. we retrieved the vehicle from impounds > > but it took a month or two > > > > i wasn't prepared to be homeless without gear or preparation or my > > daily possessions in the winter, and i got covid in overflow in a > > homeless shelter and kind of freaked out. it was wonderful to have the > > antivirus. it was like having access to air again every time i took > > it. but i was beat and my cognitive faculties had severely suffered > > (as well as my lungs) and i traveled to my family to have ease > > > > i use my cognitive faculties to make good decisions in the face of my > > [trafficking introject] on an hourly basis using the things like the > > [complex woven semilogic in that torture victim double agent short]. > > so i was worried i could physically suffer worse in my condition. > > > > i'm slowly recovering from this, but it's confusing [kind of like > > getting psychiatrically hospitaliz-- > > [i am in new england. the theft occurred in colorado.
[the officer stopped picking up the same time i got a phone. this is still very frightening to me i'm afraid. i have not been back in contact. i did report some posessions to the police, including the laptop but not in detail like in the thread here
there was small request to explain this
i was traveling to the local police office to call the officer. she replied readily and kept asking if i had a phone yet.
once i got a phone i could not get in contact with her again. it seemed i couldn't even leave a voicemail. the person at the desk said i could call a different number if i wanted to leave a voicemail.
this was very frightening to me and not explained. for example, i asked how i could relate around progress on my case, and the person at the desk said i had to contact the person i wasn't able to get in contact with, to do this.
frightening.
OOOPS i left colorado with my car instead of ensuring i pursued my laptop and following up with the police further!
i am now attending a mental health program in massachusetts and recently applied to college here. i am still very interested in returning to colorado to follow up but it seems to take some delicacy (as well as wilingness to abandon those 2 things i started)
the biggest feeling challenge to returning is where and how to live. the car i was living in is no longer driveable, it's very very smashed up. (i could maybe pursue repairing it despite the cost -- i'd like to keep it intact though in case there is information inside that could help recover the laptop (like fingerprints)
my father bought me a new car to replace it. very very kind of him. i haven't slept yet successfully in the new car, i seem to be sensitive to the smell, and i haven't accumulated the same survival gear i had before yet.
but that is something i could do. basically if the smell is an issue i crack the window. i guess it combines with a lot of fear, after having my possessions taken and then getting covid, there's a lot of a sense of shock and intensity
[[other avenues and thoughts but that might be that atm
but if i could get over that fear then i could relate further details about the laptop to the police, and basically ask them about how i could recover it of course given the issues related to telecommunications i could have better luck if i can visit in person like worked for me first