On Tue, Feb 6, 2024 at 7:53 PM Undescribed Horrific Abuse, One Victim & Survivor of Many <gmkarl@gmail.com> wrote:
iS sChRoDiNgEr'S cAt A zOmBiE?
some creatures are both alive and dead at the same time. in fact, you may have met many creatures with this property, due to strange new meanings of words!
it is confusing when this is the case, way way too confusing. but one can approach it logically.
when something is both alive and dead, this simply means that it has both opposing properties. examples? - a zombie - schrodinger's cat
zombies are reanimated dead: "un"-dead. they are described as being dead, but act like they are alive. this conflict between defined truth and observation produces the presence of both properties at once. compare, schrodinger's cat. unlike the zombie, the semidead cat is unobserved. inside the box, two timelines coexist uncollapsed. one in which the cat is alive, and one in which the cat is dead. they are both there! when the box is opened -- well, don't open the box or the cat might be dead. meanwhile, if you leave the box closed, the cat can live out a life in a timeline where it didn't die, to the full extent of the lifespan of a boxed cat.
zombies are alive and dead on one, the same, timeline schrodinger's cat is alive and dead on separate, distinct ... wave functions? but holds both simultaneously in the same region of space.
me, i said i was dead, and in this i meant hopelessness and meaninglessness and severe severe harm, but biologically my body was still breathing and walking around of sorts!
i actually am learning the words for what i meant! my uhh persecutory introject alter from mind control, had taken me over, such that i now live with both instinctive and planned behaviors that i fail to control that fervently counter my sense of what is good. if people tell or imply to me that something is important, i harm it. if something is bad, i help it. [this is horrible to live with, and it feels like dead to the part of me that values my goals. it also produces rationality around phyiscally killing me, sadly. but it turns out it's so poorly discussed it makes sense to stick around to try to work on it] [the reason it's so serious is that we live in a situation of a severely harmful entity (human trafficker) exerting great power, and there are numerous efforts to change this that i have likely made very difficult or prevented :/] [but it turns out it's a comprehensible dissociative disorder th-- 2258
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is this the real meaning of zombie?????
these funny meanings may come from realms of highly-suggestible people; mind control victims [that oppressive speakers might describe as 2253