I don't think that we're all that different. In another 10-20 years,
you'll be as realistic as I am. You just gotta survive long enough.
Oh, no, thanks, my dear! I decline at all, sorry. I did already live enough and had a wonderful, awesome life, even considering some creepy and bizarre events here and there... ;)
I don't want to live enough for losing completely my faith in the humanity. 10 years more crying for my lost broken heart? Oh, nope!
Excuse me, my sweet, I prefer to find some of my friends in the hell or spending the eternity asking God a lot of "cecilianisms", like "May I have a cute pink unicorn who smells like cotton-candy and take ice-cream all the days of my death, please?"
In the last times, being myself is like playing a game in the hardest level, without any extra lives, magical powers, cure potions, and with lots of f_cking strong enemies everywhere, aff...
The last years were heavy and I am wasted, really exhausted, Mirimir. I will finish some things and say "Bye Bye, Baby!" earlier than you think. I will need two months, maybe two years, who knows? ;)
But believe me, never 10 or 20 years. I have no patience enough for it.