On Sun, Dec 17, 2023 at 07:16 Undescribed Horrific Abuse, One Victim & Survivor of Many <gmkarl@gmail.com> wrote:

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0714 i need to remember things !!, and i don’t! not anything in specific, anything at all from moment to moment.

it sounds like it is terrifying to have a superior power mutate your own behavior in some way so as to pretend to fight it aggressively in front of its face, while actually helping it do horrible horrible things

this is 8mportant! also it sounds like it is trying to protect us from a lot of the danger so as to more usefully use us to prepare itself for others fighting it

we’re scared about how we change our most precious parts so as to not seem a danger to it, it seems to stimulate this. talking in public, if we get realistic, it coul