this was my longest nonconsensual community disruption thing. many years. i'm getting closer to finding therapy

so it's very strange for me for it to change 

i got really far, talked in public as my coping habit :D

but no crypto

thanks for being the past. i'm sorry i was stuck there, and i'm sorry i was used to desecrate it. 

i need to find the future, it's extremely hard, but it's also right here