I think you mean "to DISgrace".  Are you taking medicines?  Already did you try to talk with therapists and/or psychiatrists about your problems, Ryan?  Depression changes a lot the real perception of everything.

Sincerely?  I will never try to summon you in front a mirror again.  I hated the experience.  You can go away again and, please, just return when your ghost learn more about History and Geography.

Take lots and lots of - mental? - care and be happy!  <3